remembering is like dreaming.
it only happens more clearly in her sleep. . faces. names. memories.
she can see it. see those sheโs loved and cared for. their smile. their voice. .
but it all vanishes the moment she wakes up. like sheโs ripped from the sliver of happinessโ
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/ im not gonna run it thru the ground what somebody's already said before but i Agree that if you plan a whole ass ship with somebody that requires building & maintenance, don't just leave (or flip) w/o saying anything. if ur going on a hiatus can u pls just say that. (cont.)
i was turning numb. what happened to me didn't seem to matter. sometimes i felt angry๏ผ but most of the time i felt nothing; i'd never felt so much nothing before.