Saw XG in Chicago & Seattle💚COCONA|AMY|CHISA💜
BLACK & QUEER ✊🏾⭐️XG OBSESSED| 🏳️🌈 ‼️I will NOT tolerate hate towards XG/Simon or XgalX.💕 MOSTLY ON TIKTOK
‼️‼️‼️Trigger warning: I speak about deep depression‼️‼️
🍄 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, POST ABOUT OUR COCONA🍄
💕The photo used is one I took of Coco during the Chicago show💕
I've loved Kpop for over a decade, but I never really become attached to anyone! I had so many favorites! But that all changed in the beginning of 2024, when a 16 year old Cocona popped up on my tiktok feed. I found XG in literally one of the DARKEST times in my life. The second I fell in love with Coco was during the left right videos. It took a few months, but I was able to bring my partner into XG. It's been an amazing Rollercoaster since.
I got to know the girls individually through the videos posted, blogs, and interviews, and before I knew it. I was utterly obsessed and in love with 7 young and insanely talented women. But Cocona, she spoke to baby Vanessa, inner me. We watched her start off as a young baby who ducked the camera anytime it was pointed in her direction to an insane super being commanding and owning the attention of THOUSANDS at a time
I can not explain the happiness i feel watching Cocona grow up. I can't explain the happiness my heart feels watching Cocona explore her personality, her identity, and finding her place in the world. I can't explain how happy and proud I am. Coco is living a life (from outside perspective) that EVERY young child deserves. The unlimited love, the unlimited support, the space to grow and find out who she is!
I wish i could be even 2% as cool as Cocona!
I didn't know that me, a woman in her 30s, could ever say, "This CHILD is my idol." COCONA is who I want to be like. She has helped in making my life so much better. COCONA introduced me to amazing new friends online and in real life. I have bad anxiety, but COCONA helped me push myself to travel to see her. COCONA has helped me create a deeper bond with my partner because he became a hardcore XG stan! I genuinely NEVER understood fandoms until Cocona (XG)! I'm so proud of her! I'm so proud of the amazing women she is and is becoming. I can't even imagine the PRIDE Cocona's parents feel.
I try to explain to people what XG as a whole means to me, but I can't express it without getting emotionally worked up. XG came to me when I was so deep in depression that I was okay with not waking up.... but the universe decided to send me a tiktik of a young global super star. XG, along with my beautiful amazing partner, meds, and therapy, pulled me out of a scary, scary place, and I can NEVER thank XG or Cocona enough. I have leaned and do lean on XG! When my anxiety peaks or my brain wants to focus on negative thoughts. I put on my girls, and INSTANTLY, my mood starts to lift. As soon as their face appears on ANYTHING, a big goofy smile appears on my face! 🤣 Coco and her sisters have become a safe space for me.
Coco, When we saw you in Chicago, when you saw our big photo signs, when you smiled and waved at us. My heart almost exploded. We were able to interact with you from a distance multiple times. Coco has so many fans she will never remember, but we will! We will always treasure those few seconds. We already can't wait to see your beautiful smile in person again.
💚Coco, you're out here unknowingly changing lives.💚
Happy birthday, my sweet girl! The odds of her ever seeing this are almost zero, but I wanted to share why I love her on her birthday.
Thank you, ALPHAZ, for accepting me and for continuously doing everything in your power to keep our ALPHAZ family a safe space for ANYONE who wants to join the family. I'm so grateful. Happy birthday, our sweet baby! 💚 I can't wait to follow you through your art. Until my last breath, I promise to love and support you and your sisters. 💚 I can't thank you enough, Coco.💚 Thank you for being born💕🍄
I miss XG so much 💚 It makes my heart so warm and fuzzy when they speak about missing Alphaz 💚 Sending my 7 loves all the virtual kisses that I can send. 💋 😘 💋 I'm thinking of you seven; ALWAYS 💚 #ForeverAlphaz