Hmmm
I am not fully sure tho I think im gonna end up closing this account if I do not figure out what I wanna do with it.
Its just in my way
And I been accepting the fact ill always be stars no matter how hard I try to run away. Because that name will always stick
So unsure. I am trying to have more boundaries with myself.
I am just very disturbed by romance and sex. Then again im probably just a pussy like they would all say.
Idk I am just so uncomfortable with acts of romance and sexual desires unless its fictional characters or with myself.
But its been like this even before trauma. But I have been told by many queer people im not aro or ace and even my ex close friend.