disclaimer. this is not often touched on but Lyra was born as a male (in heaven) and in heaven and hell is still called Samuel. although presents as female can not have children due to being a male original.
Asamรขel โLYRAโ Di Angelo
a genderbent or au portrayal, Asamรขel โSamealโ, mature. descriptive. looking for creative sls. crossover friendly. 21+/mdni. bisexual portrayal.
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blinking almost a bit confused, almost as if she had read his mind. again, he was shaking his head slightly.
"it's okay. this is all just still very messy to me."
and he wasn't really sure if he would ever get used to it. or if he actually wanted to get used to it.
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โ โ โ โI probably have so
โ โ โ many ๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ that
โ โ โ do not help you.โ
she cut herself off as her eyes panned his chest back-and-forth.
โ โ โ โI donโt mean to make
โ โ โ you feel ๐๐๐ about it.
โ โ โ I am just curious.โ
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frowning slightly, he was already guilty enough about having to kill innocent people to survive, those words were far from helping that.
"it's not assumptions."
he shook his head, lifting his hand to scratch along his nape.
"it's more like what I observed."
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๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
โ โ โ โSo because they live
โ โ โ as a ๐๐๐๐ person gives
โ โ โ you the right to ๐๐ ๐ ๐ข๐๐?โ
she asked, but there was no ๐๐๐๐๐๐ in her voice, only ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐ฆ.
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ivory nodded at that, but he didn't actually expect her to ask about more details.
he almost felt a bit ashamed about saying it.
"well, there is a few people living on the streets. they often are missing already or have no one to care."
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โ โ โ โsomeone who wonโt be
โ โ โ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐?โ
she asked as if it was new ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก to her. did he study his ๐ฃ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ before he ๐๐๐๐?
โ โ โ โhow do you know
โ โ โ they wonโt be ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐?โ
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a single corner of his lips twitched slightly, almost as if he wanted to smile, or laugh. but if he did, it would sound sad.
"well, I suppose so."
but he was holding himself back, always.
"I try to choose someone, who won't be missed."
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โ โ โ โNo preference?โ
she asked in a non accusatory tone she seemed more confused then anything.
โ โ โ โThen just eat anything?โ
her voice went ๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ก and ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ข๐
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she was speaking in riddles again, and just as the last time, ivory barely could make sense out of them.
inside him, his instincts were scratching on the surface of sanity to be let out. he wanted to go rogue, maybe even as bad as that first night, when he had been made this +
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hounds were knocking on her door now.
โ โ โ โ and you what do you โ โ โ prefer?โ
she asked with a curious tone behind her that held no convection like when she called him a monster before.
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what was she looking to eat is always the question she would tilt her chin up. she would blink. she could go messy or easy. she normally just feeds of emotions and self preservation. although today was much different she had a craving that would only be satisfied
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he still had no idea who she really was, or what she really was.
but he hadn't forgotten about their last encounter. how she had stayed so calm on the outside, and how she had claimed to be similar to him.
and now they were here for the same reason.
ivory hesitated for a +
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by taking a life. she didnโt need to normally although she would finally turn towards him.
โ โ โ โlooking for something โ โ โ sweet.โ
she meant a female of course she did the one who had just basically given her life over for power but her time had come and the
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she really hated that question
โ โ โ โhow did you find meโ
she was trying to find something to eat she definitely was not expecting to run into the man again. yet here she was standing next to the same man. she tilted her head as she admitted
โ โ โ โmy hunger
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pain was controlling him more than anything else when he had forced himself to go out. the monster inside him, as he chose to finally call it, it demanded to be fed, or it would kill him.
but, ivory did not make the same mistake as last time, he tried to stay hidden, he tried +
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โ โ โ made me come out
โ โ โ today.โ
she wasnโt hiding it and definitely was not going to tiptoe around the subject because she was starving today compared to the first time they had met. she would turn so her whole body faced him.
โ โ โ โand yourself?โ
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