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heyo everyone im xela
im a producer / musician
( drummer, bassist and keyboard player )
im also a speedrunner of sm64 1 star
- current pb: 9:58 ( also single star player )
im open to new oomfs :3
@unaielproxd digo, por algo esta es mi propia cuenta, si quiero hablar de lo que me jode dia a dia y me afecta psicológicamente, puedo hacerlo, aparte en el contexto donde estoy actualmente me cuesta mucho mas conseguir un psicólogo
i dont know what to think about life anymore, its just tragic that stuff that can happen to me in just a few months, weeks or even days, im so tired of that, i spend most of time just doing nothing because i cant think properly at all
i ofc watched that and i just got some money from doing music stuff, i buyed my console with my own money and its cool but like, i had more plans to spend my money, like buying a flashcart or a custom case, but they started doing that of taking away my own money
at the start i throught like my sisters were being more like successful at school? and thats why they had more stuff for them, but then i started to work harder to try and get more stuff for me, and i got nothing