vampire vtuber who draws ♡
most active on bluesky ♡
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♡ model: me | ♡ rig: spoovae
♡ banner: z___o10 | ♡ pfp: conagona_
♡ art tag: #xemillust
going to offkai really rejuvenated my motivation to do vtubing again ✨ perhaps my consistency will improve, but no guarantees just yet! offkai was just so fun!!
i guess even now, i am venting not positive thoughts but i want to share more love and positivity with those who watch me or follow me. i'm just uncertain on how to do that when i want to focus on art (something which is mostly a solo activity which also takes hours to finish)
when i'm on social media i always see negative comments, people being mad at something, criticisms on everything. it truly feels like people have lost their love/appreciation for things. i understand some critiques are valid, but being surrounded by negativity 24/7 is exhausting
genuinely losing it bc my computer has kept restarting and giving me the blue screen of death every single day for the past week...... is this the end of my PC? 🥲
@DuskLavenderVT that would truly be helpful TwT)/
i've tried everything + tried looking up YT videos. lowkey feel like my pc's just too old lmao!! it still has windows 10 lmao!!!
it's been giving me issues for the last year (laggy/freezing) and i feel like the timing is AWFUL because of how expensive everything has been lately OTL