✨ Xenos ✨ AKA 🐕 Zipperdog 🐕

about 2 months ago

Link to primary thread: https://t.co/U3hPRtAEtq If you are also a Domestic Violence victim, or think you may suffering similarly, I hope this helps you recognize the patterns. You don't have to be silent. Its not your fault.

about 2 months ago

This is the real, tragic story of my experience with the Real @./windup_tama https://t.co/QCtTRzlWWU I will not be a silent victim. I will not live in fear. I will not hide what was done to Sarah Corehealer. I will clear my name. I will not let this happen to anyone else. #FFXIV #FF14

Xenos_FF14's tweet photo. This is the real, tragic story of my experience with the Real @./windup_tama

https://t.co/QCtTRzlWWU

I will not be a silent victim. I will not live in fear. I will not hide what was done to Sarah Corehealer. I will clear my name. I will not let this happen to anyone else.

#FFXIV #FF14

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about 2 hours ago

Starting teaching my gfs little brother to drive 🚗 Spent an hour turning left, Nascar material in weeks 🫡 Gf also brought her new fish for the ride 🐟

Xenos_FF14's tweet photo. Starting teaching my gfs little brother to drive 🚗 Spent an hour turning left, Nascar material in weeks 🫡

Gf also brought her new fish for the ride 🐟 https://t.co/STIeof2FRZ

Xenos_FF14 retweeted

about 7 hours ago

So I have a theory 🤔. My theory is that when Jax holds their breath, flowers appear on their fur. Something like this. #tadc #jax

drawnwithrage's tweet photo. So I have a theory 🤔. My theory is that when Jax holds their breath, flowers appear on their fur. Something like this.
#tadc #jax https://t.co/R4C1ZbfCWN

about 2 hours ago

@RoyalBella2006 Retweets. Basically I can't scrub her from my account if she wanted to, granted she can't scrub me either so 🤷 But it basically means my bluesky is forced to be a direct advert to the testimony and her, as they are right next to each other and I can't change it 🤷

1 day ago

To my abuser who confirmed they stalk me today by reacting a second time to my post. My friends saw that and let me know. Everyone else can skip because I didn't want to do this. I blocked you because I don't want to hear from you, see you, or talk about you in detail again. But since that's what you want: Go ahead, talk trash. There's a reason you didn't get engagement on it on an account that size. People know. They know what you did. They like your art here, not you. This isn't that little Bluesky echo chamber. All you do is reinforce why, wherever I go, why I need to warn people about you. Why I need to leave it up for people to read, a few do each day. 725,000 views. 2,360 Likes. There are artists you've tabled with that know. You could've stopped at any time, I've been gone half a year. I'm not coming back any time soon. You just reinforce the same thing I knew of you privately. Maybe its been a lil while and the relationship hasn't worked the way you thought. You romanticize your former partner, and want so bad to reach out, you feel so guilty, But, you can't. You say you're a bad person, that you're manipulative and you can't fix it. You'd have to admit the lies to yourself. So you have to make yourself believe it and get that external validation from your small group of friends. Because to fix it, you'd have to do the most horrifying thing, saying "I'm sorry." Like I saw start to finish with your first ex, and do to me. Or maybe it's that debt I warned you about, art not going as well as you say, or that general perpetual victim-you against the world thing you got. But something in you pushed you to attack me once you saw me with someone better. You need to confront whatever it was because if your story that you're "happier" now was true, you would feel zero desire to monitor/vaguepost about someone who you mutually block half a year later. I know you're miserable; having fun, seeing emotion, or hearing praise was like squeezing water from a rock with you. Even at cons, those fake smiles for the camera you love to post. Meanwhile, I have a summer to enjoy, doing my hobbies. I got a Nanami Cosplay I'm going to show off at EVO, that competition I participate in. I got songs to practice to learn to sing. I have friends to play Helldivers, Baldur's, and FFXIV with. The gals and I plan on doing Zomboid on our late nights. My GF and I are finishing JJK. We are thinking of trying those mocktails down in that bar that you and I loved for the vibes with her artist friends too. Did you know that when you actually let your partner spend time with you and engage with their hobbies, you actually know what they are? Crazy work. You had a year and a half to enjoy those, and you didn't even try. I just don't post about them every 2 days because, you know, I'm happy and don't need to. I'm not going to entertain your vague-posting from this point forward. Say whatever you like about how "happy" you are, how "trash" I am. Just stay out of that slanderous stuff I can sue you for because I won't tolerate you threatening my job/life again. Otherwise the next time you'll hear from me will be through that Lawyer I ran that whole document past. We both know you can't afford that, or afford to have losing a case involving slander/harassment on your record with your Career. I already have the case laid out, in case you forgot. Because some part of me genuinely fears you'll spread some rumor to hurt me, like I saw you do to the first ex. I hope you get better and learn your pattern before its too late and you end up alone. You know I'm not the first ex to tell you that. Also, as a favor, would you mind calling me the second ex? I don't want people to get your victims confused. 🤷 The worst part? I don't even hate you. I pity you. I feel bad when I think of how miserable you are. I told you so many times I wanted you to be happy, I tried so hard to make that real. I think that's the part of me you miss so badly. So, since your here, remember this: The testimony comes down whenever you can say "I'm sorry". I have no interest in hearing what for or keeping score, just those simple two words. I don't even care about "leverage" if you want to look at it that way. I just want to hear you actually take accountability. Because I'm not going to pretend that I want the first woman I ever loved to suffer. I hope she's happy. I care about her as a person and wish the best. . Because I'm not going to forget the woman I once loved, nor am I going to forget the person who took joy in the pain she caused, the threats she made against me, and how she cheated on me. If you are ever ready to take that kind of accountability, my info/accounts never changed. I won't be mean. I'll hear you out, out of respect for a woman I used to love.

Xenos_FF14's tweet photo. To my abuser who confirmed they stalk me today by reacting a second time to my post. My friends saw that and let me know. Everyone else can skip because I didn't want to do this.

I blocked you because I don't want to hear from you, see you, or talk about you in detail again. But since that's what you want:

Go ahead, talk trash. There's a reason you didn't get engagement on it on an account that size. People know. They know what you did. They like your art here, not you. This isn't that little Bluesky echo chamber.

All you do is reinforce why, wherever I go, why I need to warn people about you. Why I need to leave it up for people to read, a few do each day.

725,000 views. 2,360 Likes.

There are artists you've tabled with that know. You could've stopped at any time, I've been gone half a year. I'm not coming back any time soon. You just reinforce the same thing I knew of you privately.

Maybe its been a lil while and the relationship hasn't worked the way you thought. You romanticize your former partner, and want so bad to reach out, you feel so guilty, But, you can't. You say you're a bad person, that you're manipulative and you can't fix it. You'd have to admit the lies to yourself. So you have to make yourself believe it and get that external validation from your small group of friends. Because to fix it, you'd have to do the most horrifying thing, saying "I'm sorry." Like I saw start to finish with your first ex, and do to me.

Or maybe it's that debt I warned you about, art not going as well as you say, or that general perpetual victim-you against the world thing you got. But something in you pushed you to attack me once you saw me with someone better. You need to confront whatever it was because if your story that you're "happier" now was true, you would feel zero desire to monitor/vaguepost about someone who you mutually block half a year later. I know you're miserable; having fun, seeing emotion, or hearing praise was like squeezing water from a rock with you. Even at cons, those fake smiles for the camera you love to post.

Meanwhile, I have a summer to enjoy, doing my hobbies. I got a Nanami Cosplay I'm going to show off at EVO, that competition I participate in. I got songs to practice to learn to sing. I have friends to play Helldivers, Baldur's, and FFXIV with. The gals and I plan on doing Zomboid on our late nights. My GF and I are finishing JJK. We are thinking of trying those mocktails down in that bar that you and I loved for the vibes with her artist friends too. Did you know that when you actually let your partner spend time with you and engage with their hobbies, you actually know what they are? Crazy work. You had a year and a half to enjoy those, and you didn't even try. I just don't post about them every 2 days because, you know, I'm happy and don't need to.

I'm not going to entertain your vague-posting from this point forward. Say whatever you like about how "happy" you are, how "trash" I am. Just stay out of that slanderous stuff I can sue you for because I won't tolerate you threatening my job/life again. Otherwise the next time you'll hear from me will be through that Lawyer I ran that whole document past. We both know you can't afford that, or afford to have losing a case involving slander/harassment on your record with your Career. I already have the case laid out, in case you forgot. Because some part of me genuinely fears you'll spread some rumor to hurt me, like I saw you do to the first ex.

I hope you get better and learn your pattern before its too late and you end up alone. You know I'm not the first ex to tell you that. Also, as a favor, would you mind calling me the second ex? I don't want people to get your victims confused. 🤷

The worst part? I don't even hate you. I pity you. I feel bad when I think of how miserable you are. I told you so many times I wanted you to be happy, I tried so hard to make that real. I think that's the part of me you miss so badly. So, since your here, remember this:

The testimony comes down whenever you can say "I'm sorry". I have no interest in hearing what for or keeping score, just those simple two words. I don't even care about "leverage" if you want to look at it that way. I just want to hear you actually take accountability.

Because I'm not going to pretend that I want the first woman I ever loved to suffer. I hope she's happy. I care about her as a person and wish the best. . Because I'm not going to forget the woman I once loved, nor am I going to forget the person who took joy in the pain she caused, the threats she made against me, and how she cheated on me.

If you are ever ready to take that kind of accountability, my info/accounts never changed. I won't be mean. I'll hear you out, out of respect for a woman I used to love.

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about 19 hours ago

Oh and for anyone new learning about her creep behavior. This isn't even the start. https://t.co/U3hPRtAEtq

about 2 months ago

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about 20 hours ago

@RoyalBella2006 I have, she's been blocked for a long time. Bluesky however forces you to keep rts from someone who has blocked you. It's also still social media at the end of the day, and she has priv accounts and mutuals to monitor me. 🤷 Nothing I can do really.

Xenos_FF14 retweeted

2 days ago

It is done 😌🌸! Finally, the traditional artwork of Rosalina is complete. I was inspired by the Tales of Innocence intro. As soon as I saw Luca's pose, I had to draw her. I know it's not noticeable but the stars have glitter. I wish the picture was better. Oh well 😞. Anyway, it's done! Hope you all enjoy it as much as I did drawing/coloring it. (Ps. Please pretend this is a super gorgeous artwork without any flaws 😵‍💫. Thank you!!) #smb #rosalina

drawnwithrage's tweet photo. It is done 😌🌸! Finally, the traditional artwork of Rosalina is complete. I was inspired by the Tales of Innocence intro. As soon as I saw Luca's pose, I had to draw her. I know it's not noticeable but the stars have glitter. I wish the picture was better. Oh well 😞. Anyway, it's done! Hope you all enjoy it as much as I did drawing/coloring it. (Ps. Please pretend this is a super gorgeous artwork without any flaws 😵‍💫. Thank you!!)
#smb #rosalina

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2 days ago

Now that I'm not so mad about my basic boundaries being violated by that person. I am sincerely glad you didn't quit art, that's what I wanted. I hope that program is going well. For as much as you hurt me, I don't want you to live a terrible life. I hope you change, you stop hurting the people you loved, and stop continuing to do so months later for no particular reason. Doubly so when you see them happy separate from you. Genuinely, just be happy and if the easiest thing for you is to forget about the people you hurt, then just do it and leave us alone.

3 days ago

To the weirdo who blocks me and talks smack on bluesky. You're weird, just like when I knew you from that night in OC 😂 Stop stalking my Pf if you're so happy and stop malding over me being happy. Posting the next day talking about me after I posted about a date is creepy obsessive behavior. All it does is show how much of a loser you are. You know what you did isn't defensible and you look awful to anyone that read both. There's a reason you don't say that stuff on twitter, and you locked your comments 😂 There's a reason you didn't try to defend yourself and ignore it. You know you're an awful person, I have you in writing saying it 😂. There's a reason you had to send your attack dog and he spent 3 pages talking about his personal trauma 😂Either just say sorry or leave me alone. I can post whatever I want about how great my life is. Coming on my PF to remind yourself of what you threw away as a middle aged woman and being sad about it is just depressing 😭 You are probably so mad because you realized as a broke, sad, manipulative, vain, middle aged woman, you can't do better and other men won't put up with you 😂 Wonder what happened with that boy from December 🤣 Take your own advice and don't come back and don't talk about me anymore. You're just making yourself mad. I'm still not ready to talk to you like I told you 7 months ago. You're toxic, manipulative, a cheater, and the worst part is you know it, refuse to change/take accountability and double down. It's just weirdo, loser behavior 🤣😭 Fish of judgement from my gf and I. I hope I don't have to see you at any of the cons we apply to, cause I'll ask for my 1.5k worth of merch back ✌️

Xenos_FF14's tweet photo. To the weirdo who blocks me and talks smack on bluesky. You're weird, just like when I knew you from that night in OC 😂

Stop stalking my Pf if you're so happy and stop malding over me being happy. Posting the next day talking about me after I posted about a date is creepy obsessive behavior.

All it does is show how much of a loser you are. You know what you did isn't defensible and you look awful to anyone that read both. There's a reason you don't say that stuff on twitter, and you locked your comments 😂 There's a reason you didn't try to defend yourself and ignore it. You know you're an awful person, I have you in writing saying it 😂. There's a reason you had to send your attack dog and he spent 3 pages talking about his personal trauma 😂Either just say sorry or leave me alone.

I can post whatever I want about how great my life is. Coming on my PF to remind yourself of what you threw away as a middle aged woman and being sad about it is just depressing 😭 You are probably so mad because you realized as a broke, sad, manipulative, vain, middle aged woman, you can't do better and other men won't put up with you 😂 Wonder what happened with that boy from December 🤣

Take your own advice and don't come back and don't talk about me anymore. You're just making yourself mad.

I'm still not ready to talk to you like I told you 7 months ago. You're toxic, manipulative, a cheater, and the worst part is you know it, refuse to change/take accountability and double down. It's just weirdo, loser behavior 🤣😭

Fish of judgement from my gf and I. I hope I don't have to see you at any of the cons we apply to, cause I'll ask for my 1.5k worth of merch back ✌️

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3 days ago

Oh and lastly, you can thank your attack dog for giving me the screenshot I needed to prove me innocent last month. Send someone that doesn't reveal how badly you were affected privately, tips his hand about the slander, gives me more evidence against you, reveals his own insecurities, tells me more of the deranged takes you privately spread about my boundaries, and gives me closure. Did he also tell you I offered to take it down? Or that he did all of that? Or did your other friend also tell you that they didn't know whose story to believe months ago? You got to watch who you trust and give that stuff to. They might just end up hurting you with it. You have no idea how many people contacted me and gave me more evidence. You have no idea how many people who have worked with you have read that story and know what you are now. You keep everyone at such an arms length you'll never know if that person that went silent did so because you are a bad friend, they got tired of you, or if they read it and know. If I ever feel safe speaking to you again, I'll offer forgiveness but don't ever talk to me about this again or slander me. You know you messed up. There's a reason why you tripled down on happy posting, you did the same thing last time. There's a reason you came back to art. You know the second the screens turn off, the buzz of the con goes away, and the last thing you used to fill the void fades. You. Are. Miserable. And. Its. All. Your. Fault.

3 days ago

Doing that after the Testimony, the day after I post about a date, and not speaking about me for 4 months is not the slick mean-girl behavior you think it is. It's really obvious. Just stop and live your truth. Be as happy as you pretend to be publically.

Xenos_FF14 retweeted

5 days ago

So here are the sketches I did for the w.i.p. drawing. I was listening to the intro to Tales of Innocence and it got me so pumped to draw Rosalina for some reason. And whenever I get bored, I always sketch Bowser jr 🤷🏻‍♀️. Anyway, enjoy this round of sketches! Hopefully the Rosalina drawing is done by the end of the week. Let's go!!! #smb #sketches

drawnwithrage's tweet photo. So here are the sketches I did for the w.i.p. drawing. I was listening to the intro to Tales of Innocence and it got me so pumped to draw Rosalina for some reason. And whenever I get bored, I always sketch Bowser jr 🤷🏻‍♀️. Anyway, enjoy this round of sketches! Hopefully the Rosalina drawing is done by the end of the week. Let's go!!!
#smb #sketches

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5 days ago

🧵SIMPING THREAD 🧵 Its so nice dating someone who actually cares and loves me. I don't have to wonder why my partner keeps secrets, or take fights into work, or feel like I'm just being used for my money. 😭 Its like she just puts in effort? She comes to see me, we watch anime together, we are putting together new cosplays for EVO and applying to more cons. I don't feel like i'm invading her space by asking to spend time with her? It honestly feels strange. It makes me realize what so many people were telling me about with my abusive partner. No wonder outside looking in everyone was telling me to not try to move in or marry her. Also like, I'm not literally Satan for having an issue and wanting to talk it out? Also the lack of focus on vanity like, I don't have to pay for my GF and take her on 200$ dates every weekend? We can... just be happy together? Cuddling? Extraordinary advancements in dating mature women. 😭

7 days ago

I take photos of snails for my artist gf every day and she sent this back. I am dying 😂

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Xenos_FF14 retweeted

11 days ago

W.I.P. Rosalina. So I think I finished the digital but my main intention with this was always to do traditional. So I'm excited to see how the traditional one will look like once I'm done ☺️🌸. #smb #wip

drawnwithrage's tweet photo. W.I.P. Rosalina.
So I think I finished the digital but my main intention with this was always to do traditional. So I'm excited to see how the traditional one will look like once I'm done ☺️🌸.
#smb #wip https://t.co/c1fdIC6A02

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Xenos_FF14 retweeted

almost 6 years ago

#PrincessTutu #AhiruxFakir #Duck #Fakir This anime is so gorgeous!! Please watch it!

Xenos_FF14 retweeted

almost 6 years ago

#Ahiru #princessTutu #myart Duck has consumed me. She's too precious!

11 days ago

@Supurreme It's ok to be human 🙂 too many people try to act perfect online and taking breaks is ok if you need to 🙂 Besides anyone who unfollows cause you didn't post for a day or two isn't really someone that should matter 🫡

14 days ago

I also got her a 3ft plush fish she takes everywhere 😂 She says she's showing our fish the world