I've came to terms with the fact that I really am allowed to feel however I want to feel about any situation, without anyone else having to understand why I feel the way I do.
the actual truth is that i'm loved. like regardless of what i achieve, there are people in my life that see my heart. that's where fortune is. being seen and being loved. so i am rich in this way.
Tolerating a man always turns to resentment. At first, you call it patience, then love. But what it really is, is self-abandonment. Every time you swallow a boundary, excuse a pattern, or silence your discomfort, something inside you keeps score. And eventually, the bill comes due
My prayer point this year is for God to lead me. I don’t want to do guesswork anymore or move by trial and error. I want to walk in divine direction and precision. Nothing in my life will be by chance. God is intentionally orchestrating it all.