Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾.

she/her♡
23♡
🏳️‍⚧️♡
pro recovery ♡
word vomit♡
low bmi 13s, current bmi 14s ♡
🇵🇸♡

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

⏾⋆.˚ Edrtwt/drugtwt intro
& about me (a🪡🧵).✦ ݁˖

Name: Yuti
(She/her)
Trans fem lesbian
23

Basic DNi’s racist, transphobes, bigots in gen, minors

Like: music, art, writing, cyberpunk, OW, drgs, being reckless

♡/↺ to moot
#edrtwt #drugtwt

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

I am not in the mood to go to work td but I need the money bad😭

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Finally home 🫩 my energy is zapped already, thankfully I don’t have to socialize anymore td and at least I went out looking cute

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@103hrz Maybe but I’d probably end up hurting myself in the process 😭

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Just realized i could use this to take bumps if im going out

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@103hrz Ikr!

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Just need to show off my cat Amicia, your welcome

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Gm! I have therapy td then I have to go help my ex set up some stuff so she can stream. I really don’t wanna go but I already agreed but hopefully it doesn’t take long🙏

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Gonna send myself itnto a coma when I get my Klonopin/j but imma be bared out just sucks my tolerance is so high 😭 like I’ve taken up to 20mg and haven’t blacked out. I only blackout if I mix it with alcohol occasionally. But at least my body isn’t dependent on it anymore.

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@bizzzarra I’m so high I thought u ment subway like the fast food chain😭

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@bizzzarra I dabble

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@sageslilworld GOOD then u can try the SH fairy bong

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

A few bowls before bed gn!

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Bruh I was so upset my headphones weren’t charging legit crying and panicking… turned out I forgot to plug the cord into the outlet 🫩 I felt so embarrassed, here I was having a anxiety attack and all I had to do was plug it in. It lwk funny af tho so it’s chill

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@serasbones Valid af ngl let me hit that Mr fog rq

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@sageslilworld Then get tf over here and join

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Like I dont want to have to completely cut them off & block them but atp idk what else to do bc it’s really deregulating & making me worse. Like it made me sh & its been so long since the last time I did it & I was trying my best not to but I couldnt stop myself which is rare :(

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Honestly at the point where I’m considering going to residential just to get some space away from them and so they can’t contact me even tho I don’t wanna bc they’ll make me eat more and might not get my estrogen in there. Ik I could block but they will take that as a sign of-

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Me hating them & make a attempt or harm themselves, when thats furthest thing from the truth like I care abt them & wanna see them better but still not understanding what space means even after explaining it again is doing exactly what they dont want & is pushing me further away-

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@awgorable Thank you, I do to, I don’t want another yesterday to happen bc it was really bad ngl :\ and absolutely agree I’m trying my best to get better at having boundaries and standing on them. Hope your day is going well 🫶

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Quick question so when someone says they need space how do u interpret that? Like just physical space but still text or just no/minimum contact at all? Bc I told someone I needed space so where not living together anymore but they still constantly texting me 🫩

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

@awgorable Ok that’s what i thought too and yeah i did bring it up last night so hopefully i can have some peace td :) and do shit I wanna do

[Yuti࣪ ִֶָ☾. @Y2skinny]

Gn moot kinda disappointed with today basically just had my time wasted and was being emotionally drained all day had 3 panic attacks unfortunately don’t have any Klonopin rn I ate all mine already :( hopefully tomorrow is better