@lesbianlorswift I get to record lectures and transcribe all of my lectures and get all of the material taught used in class, like PowerPoints and teachers notes, are sent to me early. I have to study a Lot more consistently and for longer to get around amnesia.
have yall ever sat down for a test and realized you haven’t learned a single thing on it. imagine that happened for EVERY test and assignment even if you know you’ve studied and attended every class and took notes. that’s what it was like pre-accommodations.
have yall ever sat down for a test and realized you haven’t learned a single thing on it. imagine that happened for EVERY test and assignment even if you know you’ve studied and attended every class and took notes. that’s what it was like pre-accommodations.
even if you don’t. i’m not saying YOU specifically don’t i don’t have all the details on ur situation or what you have looked in to, but like in general.
start by researching dissociative disorders in general and non-CDDs that have dissociation as a major symptom (C-PTSD, BPD) not systems/alter intrusion in particular.
should definitely track your symptoms and if those symptoms includes things that point to the presences of parts then track those too, but if you specifically search for answers in a specific condition you will probably come to the conclusion that you have that condition,
also sometimes you will believe you’ve been going to class but you don’t know for sure bc Amnesia but you’re just Trusting that you have and then you will get a notification of non-attendance 3 weeks into the semester.
every time my therapist says she thinks i’m doing well at managing my life it feels like this as someone who was chronically horrible at managing my life until recently
I’m sooo irritated with many things I’m gonna do nothing for the rest of the night maybe try to figure out how to draw poses that are both proportional and expressive
the worst realization i’ve been force to come to due to me Getting Better tm is that everytime i said “im really trying” i was lwky lying through my teeth. and that i Was really annoying with it. 😭
some people don’t want to get better and as much as i recognize that as i symptom, i wish those ppl didn’t often feel slighted when their also mentally ill loved ones do make the decision to start actively recovering from whatever they’re dealing with.