@Dr_Moxmo@YouTube Not to mention everything you pointed out, making the content that I provide strictly "not allowed". I have a music producer now, but he can't write music for my narrations all the time. And that still leaves the stock footage and the story as technically "not mine"
@Dr_Moxmo@YouTube I feel this so much. I almost made it to 1000 subs... I'm at about 934, but I've been offline about 6 months. I miss it, but I'm having a hard time allowing myself back into the world of YouTube and their messed up rules. Almost all my videos are being flagged for copyright now
@BelladonnaBlac1 I just want you to know that to some people, you do belong, and to these people you're needed. Family, friends, coworkers, the horror community. You have purpose, and we love you so much.
@BelladonnaBlac1 (2/2) and you've won so many times, but you only need to lose once.
Try to find someone you can talk to. Do you have a therapist or anything like that? Or even just a close friend. It's good that you're reaching out and not just internalizing, but you may need more.
@BelladonnaBlac1 (1/2) It's okay to not be okay. You don't have to be just because you think that's what people expect of you. You don't even have to work on being okay. You just let yourself get to that point, day by day. Depression makes that journey more difficult. I know every day is a battle
@DeadZombie_girl I feel that. I've been called fat all my life, most often by family members. Hard to see myself as anything but fat at this point. The idea of being even remotely attractive in any way seems... Untrue. It's hard to believe anything else.