I see people who have gone through what I’m going through handle it with so much grace and strength that I don’t have, and I think to myself this must’ve been a mistake, I’m clearly not cut out for this so it must’ve been meant to happen to someone else and it found me by mistake
another morning of contemplating what could've been. and i know i root for you still. over a year away and i root for you still. over a year away and the thought of you hits me like a truck still.