LEC IS BACK IN ONE WEEK
LEC IS BACK IN ONE WEEK
LEC IS BACK IN ONE WEEK
LEC IS BACK IN ONE WEEK
LEC IS BACK IN ONE WEEK
LEC IS BACK IN ONE WEEK
LEC IS BACK IN ONE WEEK
I have decided.
I will face one of my biggest fears.
I will stream with cam everytime I want to.
Yes, I am ashamed of being Trans
but I do not want to be afraid anymore.
Everyday I just wish that I was born a girl.
Everyday I am afraid of people pointing out that I am Trans.
But I do not want this fear to dictate my life anymore
I want to go back to the times where I can just Stream and do everything I want because I have the option to
But just not being the person that I want to be has cost me so much.
I don't want to run away from being Trans anymore, I just want to be happy being me.
Everyday I have the fear of people hating me just because I am Trans and everyday I just wish I could have erased everything in my past just to be accepted for being the Person that I want to be.
But I need to realize that the issue is not me.
The issue is rather the people who hate you for wanting to be yourself
It's right that I am not "passing" but this shouldn't be a reason for me to hate myself
I always wanted to inspire people to be themselves and to not be scared of doing so.
But in all this time I was the person who was the one most afraid.
I will struggle with this A LOT
I will be even more afraid
I will be even more depressed
but at the end I just want to be happy
and at the end this is the only way how I can really learn to accept myself
The only thing I am sorry for is that i wasn't stronger sooner.
I really do hope you will support me on this way.
I just don't want to be afraid anymore.