I think I'm going to take a break from this account, once more, I am trying to move forward, and I dont want to focus on my past at the current time. So if I dont seem active its because I'm focusing on my other account @YeshHedgeWitch and learning about my craft <3
I just, am at a loss, I've never been through this before, I've been so blessed.. I havent lost anyone before aside from my uncle who took his own life, and I just literally dont know what to feel except extremely heartbroken and lost. π
Pretty sure I cried myself into another migraine yesterday.
Basically citrep.
The doctors dont think my grandma who is my best friend is not going to come back from this. She still has a brain infection that hasnt gone away and no communication whatsoever.
I'm beside myselfπ
So please forgive me for digging myself into my witchy stuff and focusing all my energy there, because without that I'd be a real mess. I just need a distraction and something positive to focus on. β€οΈ
I'm just trying to hold on the best I can, and keep my hope up but the messages I am getting arent making me very hopeful.
My grandma has always, always been there, and now I'm not able to call her every day or anything and knowing she isnt herself is just heartbreaking π
I've made an account for all my witchy stuff, @YeshHedgeWitch if you want to follow me there, I'm a bit more active but its all related to my journey learning about #tarotcards and #hedgewitch stuff. π±
Narcissists are extremely needy/codependent, but they resent needing outside energy/validation to survive, so they punish their supply. Narcissists break people down and make them feel worthless because they're aware that their targets/victims actually hold all of the power.
The narcissist's lies are their truth. They live in a fantasy world that revolves around their wild delusions. They are always the hero, always the victim, always right, always deserving of things they're unwilling to work for, and never to blame for any of their nasty behavior.
My adopted sister is, by her husband and I have told her over and over and shes so afraid of him and life without him that she'd rather keep going the way she is. Its heartbreaking. π