Fat Yessica

Just another girl with an eating disorder (PRO ANA)
SW:230lbs CW:too much UGW:85lbs

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

I'm back. I binged and gained all my wright. I'm fat and back again.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

I just bought shorts online but they don't fit me of course because I'm fat. They probably don't even make a size for me.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

New day, time to starve.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

It's funny how when I can eat I feel like I'm out of control. When I can make myself starve and fast is when I feel the most in control

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

I hate eating a lot.
But at least I always feel cold afterwards.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

I miss feeling empty. I miss the hunger pains. I hate feeling stuffed.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

I feel so jellouce of everyone who's sw is 150 or 120, because I'd killed myself to get that low.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

I got a handful of cereal and almost ate it, but I didn't. I need distractions from eating.

[megan @megan_d01]

i feel like im never gonna drop this weight

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

God I want to be skinny.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

I love all my followers so much. I hope all of them can go to recovery and kick anorexia's ass.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

I love being cold and shaky. I love when people ask if I'm okay. It's the only time people care about me.

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

As a Christian I'm 200% against this. It's so annoying. https://t.co/zegskRvunD

[mikala @mikalawalker]

"I'm a Christian and my way of belief is the only way!!1!!!2!2!2!!2" lmao so annoying

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

But with that said he definitely deserves a not fat girlfriend. Like seriously, is he blind?

[Fat Yessica @YessicasWinter]

Im not about the 'love solves every mental illness' cliché but my boyfriend definitely raises my self esteem which is practically impossible

[Jonah @eapxnevermore]

I should have never eaten today