Yoru 夜 💫

🔞 personal alt account for @MochizukiYoru just a place for my random menhara thoughts and NSFW stuff

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

You ever get a cluster of various symptoms at small to medium levels and you cant focus on any of them individually so yo're just in a limbo of "something is wrong"? Like headache+head fog+dizzy+tumnyache+mild nausea+fatigue+like 4 other things I cant pinpoint but can feel is off

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

The moment I'm not distracting myself with some mindless mobile game and youtube stuff, my chest feels tight and breathing hurts. I'm doing my best to be okay when I talk to people, but its like theres a constant dread/anticipation of some unknown bad thing about to happen

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

2nd night in a row Ive just suddenly started crying hard out of nowhere. Idk what's going on with me, I miss streaming and want to get back into things but my heart feels so heavy these days for some reason.

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

The way I constantly underestimate how bad my trauma in life has been cause I had an appointment with a psychologist today, and after explaining everything, he deadass said, "I'm so sorry you went through that I...I'm sorry just give me a moment" and put his head in his hands 💀

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

PLS VOTE CAUSE I'M ACCEPTING MY SLUTTY SIDE MORE AND WANNA KNOW IF PPL WOULD ACTUALLY BE INTERESTED GKSBFKNWT

[💫Yoru 夜💫 @MochizukiYoru]

Would you guys be legitimately interested if I started a Fansly and did NSFW streams with a Lovense (no irl cam)? I've been thinking of doing it for a while now, but I want to gauge interest before I start doing everything to set up. Please only vote yes if you would watch!

[💫Yoru 夜💫 @MochizukiYoru]

Would you guys be legitimately interested if I started a Fansly and did NSFW streams with a Lovense (no irl cam)? I've been thinking of doing it for a while now, but I want to gauge interest before I start doing everything to set up. Please only vote yes if you would watch!

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

After 8 years of faithful service, my favorite vibrator has died. I may never emotional recover from this

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

If he aint eating me out like kirby at a golden corral, I dont want it

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

I thought that was yu q wilson for a moment nflsndkeny

[Dragonla_ @Dragonla_]

🤡April Fool's Day❓🎁👔

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

Did this to my ex once after he came and I've never felt more powerful watching him squirm underneath me as I rocked back and forth and squeezed lul

[kaiyo @k9exorcist]

nothing hotter than watching a cute bottom fuck himself on your cock

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

Like maybe I'm just bitter about kpop fans fetishizing korea and korean people but it just irks me that someone cant talk about fucking side dishes without them crawling out of the woodwork to talk about kpop

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

Am I crazy for having a pet peeve over kpop fans hearing someone say "banchan" and immediately flooding the comments with "OMG I THOUGHT YOU SAID BANGCHAN" and stuff like that? Like imo its like if someone said prawns and ppl saying "OMG I THOUGHT YOU SAID SHAWN MENDES XD"

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

If someone told me "I wish i was korean" id rip them in half like a cabbage and turn them into kimchi

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

Just watched a playthrough of age of imprisonment and I NEED to see freaky robot nsfw of twinkbot

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

Idk I think I'll just accept I like being perceived as "not boy" and leave it at that bc it'd be too much trouble for others if I experimented nfkabdksmg

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

Being "mistaken" as a girl multiple times recently has felt really nice and idk what this means 🫠 like I know I'm okay with neutral and fem terms, but being called "miss" and "maam" and overhearing being called "she" made me rly happy?

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

But also I'm like, idk I feel like I've lived too much of the male experience and too little of women's to even try to experiment with my identity? Plus if I end up not liking it, I dont wanna put my peers through getting used to calling me something only to double back

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

Once I learn how to take good lewd photos/videos of myself its over for all you bitches

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

It lines up with me being consistently back on adhd meds, but ive been on these meds before and this never happened. Did my body change in the years I was off these meds or something? Cause idk if I can handle this daily omega levels of needing cock 😭

[Yoru 夜 💫 @Yoru_Alt]

NSFW TMI RANT WARNING

Idk why but the past few days Ive been like, legit in heat. Like 90% of the time if Im in the mood, I'll just whack it, but for some reason the past few days ive needed like 4+hrs of dildo time just to calm down orz.