>I read through the entire document and watched full response from both side…
>Here's what doesn't add up:
Zeal's biggest defense is that Ren asked to kiss him first after she stopped crying.
>But both sides agree Ren had been screaming and crying for over an hour and was completely exhausted from her crisis.
>Ren says she went limp and nonverbal… then Zeal pinned her arms above her head and forced himself on her.
>Going from limp and exhausted to initiating a kiss doesn't sounds right
Zeal never addresses:
- Ren screaming "IT HURTS" during the encounter
- Him saying "Guess we're just not into each other" every time she expressed pain
- Putting his finger down her throat
- Washing her body in the shower after and leaving her standing under running water alone
- Saying "Can't wait for the Google Docs in 5 years!" as he walked out…why joke about a future accusation if you think it was consensual?
Zeal calls out 3 "discrepancies":
1. Ren asked to kiss him first — unverifiable, contradicted by the physical state both describe
2. She lied about researching lube — minor detail that doesn't change anything
3. She didn't say what message triggered her attempt … he admits he ignored her calls because she told people about their intimacy.
Ren's document has ~235 timestamped screenshots, photos of marks on her neck, and she voluntarily admitted to lying to Zeal after the assault (fabricating a fantasy about him) explaining it as a fawning trauma response.
>She disclosed her own lie before he could use it against her.
>Zeal also casually accuses Ren of trying to use alcohol to sexually coerce a team member — with zero evidence.
The video itself functions as a response document wrapped in a crisis.
>It makes his claims nearly impossible to publicly challenge. Ren predicted this exact outcome in her document and explicitly begged him not to harm himself.
Zeal is reportedly in the hospital now.
I investigated the Roblox Pressure situation top to bottom.
Zeal (YourFriendZeal), creator of Pressure on Roblox, has been accused of s*xually assaulting his former music composer Ren (NoLongerNull) at RDC 2025 in San Jose.
A 100+ page document with ~235 screenshots just dropped.
>>I spent hours reading through every single word and here's a summary of everything:
>Ren quit Pressure in Summer 2025 after psychological abuse and being overworked. Team blocked them from every server, called them "unstable" and "a liability"
>Zeal reconnected weeks before RDC, spent weeks normalizing physical contact through messages, dozens of "I'm gonna pick you up and toss you around" texts with Ren, cute animal videos captioned "wanna do this" that escalated from innocent to suggestive
>Zeal asked Ren's height and weight. Confirmed he could carry her. Blocked Ren from reconnecting with any other team members and only spend time with him….
>At RDC, the first thing Zeal did was lift Ren into the air without even saying hello
>Pulled Ren on top of him in a suite, buried his face in her neck for minutes, then texted wanting to repeat it "with fewer people" …removing witnesses
>Night of Sept 3, Ren was in a full emotional crisis — crying uncontrollably, BPD episode, new medication. Zeal offered to come to their hotel room. He arrived having freshly showered
>Held Ren for 1.5 hours while they screamed and cried. Ren screamed "You're so safe" until their voice gave out. Once Ren was exhausted and limp — the assault began
>Forceful, non-consensual contact. Ren repeatedly said "IT HURTS." When Ren screamed "NO" — Ren immediately reversed out of fear of abandonment: "NO I'M SORRY, IT'S OKAY"…. Zeal was trying to make Ren feel bad, and not compatible relationship.
>Every time Ren expressed pain, Zeal said "Guess we are just not into each other" — weaponizing their fear of rejection to force compliance..
>Afterward he panicked. Washed evidence off Ren's body, left them standing under a running shower alone and confused
>His parting words leaving the room: "Can't wait for the Google Docs in 5 years!"
>Night 2: texted "maybe if u buy *protection* we can try again tonight." More non-consensual contact followed
>Left visible marks on Ren's neck (photos included in the doc). When confronted the next morning he laughed it off, saying no one at RDC would even recognize what they were
>What followed led to Ren attempting to end their life the night of the Roblox Awards. Ren survived. Spent 6 months in therapy before writing this…😭
>Team members knew what happened and chose to protect him
>Former Pressure members are already publicly distancing themselves, with one stating: "This is horribly disgusting and I regret ever working alongside Zeal"
Ren's post-assault messages look willing — they explain this as fawning, a trauma response where you people-please to survive. They even fabricated details to reassure Zeal, and voluntarily disclosed that in the document because "the full truth matters more than looking perfect."
At the end of the day Ren explicitly beg Zeal not to self-harm. They just want accountability and the truth.
Ren wrote: "He will forever be more horrifying than any of his horror projects, to me."
Welp another sad Roblox situation….
Bigger update for this Roblox Pressure situation:
Zeal’s mom just slid into Ren’s DMs with the full denial + legal threats package 😭
> “what Zeal is accused of is false”
> “it was verbal mutual consent”
> accuses Ren of taking advantage of Zeal at his lowest by reposting the video (Ren said she would never watch the video for her mental being)
> “we will be taking legal action” -Zeal mom
Ren replied instantly: “I am not scared of your intimidation tactics, Zeal’s mother… let’s take this to court then.”
This Pressure/Zeal drama just went crazy.
>Mom stepping in to defend the alleged actions doesn’t erase the 235 screenshots, the neck marks, the “IT HURTS” messages, or the “Can’t wait for the Google Docs in 5 years” line.
>Ren has more evidences on this
Focus on supporting Ren.
Allegations don’t disappear because mom showed up.
>Seems like they will be going to court soon and take legal action
Here is a text of what Zeal’s Mom send to Ren
What’s your thoughts on this?
Here is Zeal’s side of the story:
Zeal just posted a video (1h33m) responding to Ren's document.
This is extremely serious, he is in crisis. Reportedly in the hospital right now…
>I watched the entire video and here is a summary of his side:
He claims three key things were left out of Ren's document:
1. After he comforted Ren while she was crying in the hotel room, Ren asked to kiss him first. He interpreted this as mutual consent. This was not included in the document.
2. Ren claimed she looked up that lube was needed on her own.
>Zeal says Ren actually told a friend about their encounter (against his wishes), and that friend suggested it.
>He couldn't go buy it because he was already headed to a pre-scheduled meeting. >Ren confirmed this to him that night.
3. The message Ren says pushed her to attempt
>Zeal says he found out Ren had told SIX people about their intimate encounter after he specifically asked her not to.
>He got angry and stopped answering her calls.
>He says Ren did not disclose what he actually said in the document.
>He says this was his first ever romantic and s*xual experience.
>He describes himself as awkward, embarrassed, and overwhelmed, not malicious.
>He says he cut Ren off not to be cruel, but because she was hostile to his team members at RDC and had repeatedly broken his trust by sharing private details.
>He says by the time he started writing a counter-document, every voice actor, teammate, and close friend had already left him, some telling him to k*ll himself.
>He felt a written response was pointless because nobody would wait to read it.
>He ran off after their first night because he was embarrassed he couldn’t perform well.
>He avoided eye contact at RDC out of embarrassment, not malice.
>He cut Ren off because she was cruel to his teammates and tried to use alcohol to s*xually coerce one of them.
>He individually names and apologizes to dozens of team members, programmers, modelers, voice actors, musicians, writers, and artists.
>He also mentions owing multiple people payments he won’t be around to fulfill.
>He repeatedly says he’s terrified, doesn’t want to d*e, had big plans for the game, but sees no path forward.
>No job experience outside Roblox, everyone gone, no point defending himself.
>He tells Ren it’s not her fault and begs her not to feel guilty.
> He says September 4th was the best day of his life and he still loves her.
>He is currently reported to be in the hospital. Please do not harass anyone involved.
>Ending life is never a good solution… please continue to help both of them with this situation
But this might be the darkest moment in the history of Roblox….
Roblox Pressure situation got worse..
>a LOT has happened in the last 12 hours and I went through every single response, statement, and platform to get you everything.
---Who has spoken out since my last tweet---
Gianni Matragrano, the voice of Sebastian Solace, publicly quit Pressure. "I quit Pressure. Please support Ren."
Zerum, the character designer who literally created Sebastian Solace and one of the longest standing devs, announced they are leaving Pressure entirely. "I do not condone how Zeal has behaved with work colleagues. I will not be associating with Pressure under such conditions."
Cubism, former Pressure developer: "This is horribly disgusting and I regret ever working alongside Zeal. Please read and spread this around. Every victim deserves justice"
Tall Cow, who has known Zeal since Pressure's first public test in August 2023, said they were "not even extremely surprised."
>They revealed Zeal and admins in the old Urbanshade Discord told them to k*ll themselves repeatedly from early 2024 through May 2024.
Comical called out not just Zeal but the people around him. "Staff members working on Pressure allowed Zeal to say ableist sh*t about Ren and get away scot free"
---Where Zeal is now---
Zeal posted a public statement from the Urbanshade account.
>2 million views.
>He claims the interactions at RDC were "mutual and consensual at that time."
>He says there was "no indication that boundaries had been crossed."
>He acknowledges he "did not handle every part of this situation perfectly" and promises a more detailed response soon.
>The community is not buying it. Many are calling for a Community Note pointing out the photographic evidence of assault in Ren's document and that serious allegations with evidence shouldn't be dismissed as consensual.
>Roblox account still active with no ban
---The game---
>Pressure peaked at 112,111 players one week ago after the Half A Slice Of Cake update.
>Right now its sitting at around 5,000 players
>That's a 96% drop...
>Official Discord (374,000 members) stripped down to announcements and bug reports only. General chat gone
>No replacement voice actor for Sebastian announced. With Gianni gone the game's most iconic character is frozen
>Ren's document is 100+ pages with 235 screenshots across multiple platforms. Photos of physical marks on their neck.
>Timestamped messages.
>Specific dates and locations at RDC 2025 in San Jose. Six months of therapy before publishing. A 22 year old professional who worked directly with the accused and had their entire career tied to Pressure
>Every former team member who spoke up independently confirmed and sided with Ren.
>Not one person has questioned a single screenshot. The accuser lost everything by going public.
>Zeal's response has been one public statement followed by silence and locked accounts.
---Something important---
>I've seen talk about leaking the game's files and assets as revenge. One person doing something terrible does not mean the entire team has to suffer for it. There are programmers, artists, animators, and builders on this project who had nothing to do with what Zeal allegedly did.
>At least 8 to 10 people work on Pressure and their creative work is in every update. Leaking their work punishes the wrong people
---What can actually happen from here---
This allegedly happened at RDC 2025 in San Jose, California. Under California law the criminal statute of limitations for sexual assault is 10 years. Ren has until approximately 2035
The full picture:
Ren (NoLongerNull) is 22 years old. College student studying film. Composed the entire Pressure soundtrack across multiple volumes. Quit Pressure on May 29, 2025 tweeting "for my own mental wellbeing." The document reveals what was really happening behind the scenes
Zeal is approximately 22 years old. Danish. Created Pressure in 2021 under the Urbanshade studio. The game hit 453 million visits and over 1.6 million favorites. He received an eight figure Robux offer to sell it during the December 2024 drama.
>Nearly sold the game for 100K to 300K. Now the game he built is collapsing around him because of what he allegedly did to the person who composed its music
>On April 1, one week before Gianni actually quit, Urbanshade posted an April Fools joke about recasting Sebastian Solace's voice actor due to "a minor interdimensional incident." One week later Gianni actually left...
---Bottom line---
>The voice actor quit.
>The character designer is leaving.
>Former devs are calling it "horribly disgusting."
>A community member who knew Zeal since 2023 says they're "not even surprised" and revealed years of abuse toward a 13 year old.
>235 screenshots of evidence sit in a public document that crashed from traffic.
>And Zeal's only response to 235 screenshots was calling it "mutual and consensual."
Ren wrote: "He will forever be more horrifying than any of his horror projects, to me"
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— where dazai is a streamer in his prime and chuuya an international pop star who is going very far, both meet in a very peculiar way doing things that a sorbian person would not do in one night, but their actions have consequences...