You've never felt like a worthless insignificant needy wet cumdump. Look at you fighting me and coming back for more every week. You hate that you want it again. This is really toxic. No hope for this addiction.
She rides me out of desperation, fear, insecurity, helplessness, neediness, anxiety, jealousy, hate.. And I am ok with that. She can choose to ride my cock with all that she is. I provide her space to be.