"Fake it till you make it"
Feigning confidence will yield the capacity to truly feel it when the eventual and inevitable moment of competence and accomplishment in your life arrives.
Living by this even whne at your lowest will take you places you've never been before.
Sometimes i be feeling ready to rip them apart but ready to forgive and accept them for coming back.
Truth is that I am probably better off without them solely because of how complete i feel when i am by myself and how much space i filled with self love.