You spent your 20s being a lickspittle, a toady, and a sycophant to politicians old enough to be your grandfather.
You never worked anywhere reputable, neither did you build a career, or family.
You are now in your forties, being a jerk to people who are brave enough to demand better from their governments so they don't end up scrawling for remains.
Can't you see that no insult can qualify your idiocy?