What did I even do to deserve this!?
I wanted to scream but my voice doesn't come out.
Choked with emotions.
Thoughts in disarray.
I once believe in happiness and peace.
Karma...
There's no karma at all. Even those who wronged me are still happy and at peace.
I was never meant for great things. I was never supposed to find comfort, peace, love, and happiness. As I live everyday, I kinda see how true it is. Living with no direction or purpose. Living without hope. Im just a shadow that aimlessly walks this world.
No... Im barely holding on. Im just afraid to go because the thought of my family crying at my cold body scares me. It deeply scars me just thinking about it