@lttlegrim@KaiKai2492 And you know what?
I'm fine with that
If she's living a good life with that decision, I'm all for it.
The reason for all my replies is simply to confirm the point of the original post (and a little bit of a venting session; if you found it entertaining, I can be happy about that)
@lttlegrim@KaiKai2492 I want to believe that cutting off contact was painful for her too, but every day, week, or month that passed since the incident, the fact that I was the only one who made an effort to re-establish contact, makes me think that she doesn't want to know anything more about me
@KaiKai2492 I find it hard to make new friends, and relationships? Forget about it. I've already accepted that I'm going to live and die alone
But hey, I'm fine, I'll be fine :^)
@KaiKai2492 Yes, this happened to me
Best female friend, almost a decade of friendship, we confide very personal things to each other, because there was that trust that makes you feel safe with someone
@KaiKai2492 P.S.: I don't think I mentioned it before, but even though I'm in a much better place in my life now (compared to a few years ago), to say that this experience changed the way I relate to people is an understatement
@KaiKai2492 Anyway, I had a really bad time after that
I sought help, therapy, and all that
I've moved on with my life and it hasn't been bad
Anyway, happy birthday to me
@KaiKai2492 Present:
I learned that perhaps the friendship wasn't exactly the most reciprocal and that it wasn't worth groveling for someone who clearly didn't want and still doesn't want to know anything more about me, despite years of friendship
@KaiKai2492 Result?
Today marks three years since I lost contact with her because, I suppose, it was easier for her to ghost me than to keep dealing with me
What bothers me most is not that she rejected me (it was an expected result), but that she cut off all contact
@KaiKai2492 And all for what?
So that everything went to hell because I committed the enormous sin of developing feelings for her over the years and confessing my feelings, not expecting her to reciprocate, but at least that she would understand them
@soto_ocasio Excellent decision, my friend
I hope you enjoy one of the best RPGs the Nintendo 3DS had to offer (and my favorite title on that console btw)