My Art Mama needs help. Any amount of money is appreciated if you can spare some. She's moving to a different country by the end of the month, but some big incidents happened along the way.
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Today marks the start of breast cancer awareness month.
A year ago I got the diagnosis of an advanced and highly aggressive breast cancer. I was fresh off of almost dying due to other circumstances, and was dying actively before I even knew about the cancer. I was severely malnourished, I couldn’t eat or drink. I was yelled at by my doctors because they thought I was giving up, I remember laying there wanting to scream and cry and destroy everything around me, but I couldn’t. I didn’t have the energy.
I was denied chemo after a while, I was too weak. We cut out the cancer, we radiated my tissue. I struggle now with flesh that’s too burnt too inflamed. Am I cured for cancer I ask? No, but you’re cancer free. Is it gone? I am safe? No, but you are cancer free. Better than being dead they say. I suffer from severe pain every day. Better than being dead they say. I wake up from nightmares, I am haunted by demons. Better than being dead they say. I agree. Better than being dead, and yet I struggle with living after it too.
For this month of awareness I want to remind you that cancer is a bitch. It fundamentally changes a person. While they suffer from it and if they are lucky to survive life is never the same. If you’re ever in a position to donate to cancer research please do. If you can donate or volunteer to things like activity centres and care centres for cancer warriors and survivors please do
Fuck cancer. And to those who suffer from it, you don’t always have to be strong, ask a friend to take you to a place where you can scream yell and destroy things. Ask for a hug, go eat your favourite food. I’m proud of you and I support you, and you don’t always have to take it “well. Your journey does not have to be pretty. You deserve to be human.
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So my dum dum PC didn't save the Palword Screenshot. LOL! And the scene on stream is blocked by chat so oh well. Anyway, more Palword stream next week and Discord Server is open. Consider joining.
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The Philippines has just banned Discord. Now, while this can be easily resolved by a VPN or DNS change, it still doesn't change the fact that my country is unable to make the right decisions and does more harm than good. Sorry for this toxic post but i just needed to get it out.
PSA for PH peeps not being able to access discord!
On Windows 11, just go to the Start Menu>Settings>DNS Server Assignment>Edit DNS settings, then change it to Manual, then enter preferred DNS as 1.1.1.1!
Sorry for cancelling streams multiple times again. I'll try to stream Palword Hard Mode tonight with my brother. Also, Discord Server has been made. Still need to fix the bots and roles but it's there.