Zanda

I'm always here to talk.

Retired IT Consultant | AK - NZ 🇳🇿 | 25 | Cripple | transphobic chaser | 14/02/24

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

"The world was gentle to me, so I grew up to be gentle as well."

"Sometimes, it's loneliness and unease. It's knowing that this world is not gentle, yet wanting to be seen in a more beautiful form by the world."

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@ariadotwav Have you tried killing a man? This should fix all your issues.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

Warning libtards, REAL worms have don't have gizzards.

Earthworms will never be a real worm.

[sillygaygirl 🔞🏳️‍⚧️ @sillythegay]

@ZandaLikePanda cool worm facts!

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

Did you fuckers know about gizzards?
The yummy little muscled second tummy of edible birds.

Did you know earth worms only have a gizzard and no stomach.
This is liberalism gone mad.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@madis_sins @lithiatedyke @sndwv_ You're right, you should never take DNP without BAM15 and at least one cathinone.

[Haloperidoll @lithiatedyke]

@sndwv_ Just do cycles of DNP followed by bulking at that point.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@lostboys @Crazyuncute @brinehav3n I love surgery, that's the thing, surgery is obviously more effective at changing the physical structure of a body than most medication.

But her opinion on the pharmacodynamics of something with a clearly studied effect on ACC is where I take issue.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

Retards have no inference skills.

Pioglitazones effect on Acetyl-CoA carboxylase is the mechanism you should be looking at.

Along with the studies pointing to increased femoral (and possible gluteofemoral) fat.

[Fox Kaldir @catkaldir]

Pioglitazone post time

TLDR; Just don't.

There is an extreme lack of evidence that Pio works for gender-affirming fat redistribution in healthy, non-diabetic individuals. The data we have is on patients that are diabetic and have an underlying insulin disorder.

There is single case study of one patient taking a completely different drug (rosiglitazone) that lacks any rigorous control on variables. https://t.co/4ul2Wik8ww

Several users on my server have tried it against advice, and the three outcomes have been: no changes, and serious fluid retention (edema), and bladder pain.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@peashootercat Actually it's mainly my mouth.

[Pericles @PerryALPHA]

If Elon Musk is really against the woke mind virus, then why does the X algorithm plaster my "for you" and "following" pages with transgender pornography?

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@asadenyearner Yes, come stay with me for 6 weeks to fix your sickly body, and then 6 more weeks to make you a true eve 5'11 280 pound kween.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

Can we just stop doing medically unnecessary shit to alter kids bodies.

Besides the hgh, igf-1, and Tamoxifen we should be giving to preteens of course.

[CHOQUEI @choquei]

🚨MUNDO: Bebê recém-nascido tem as orelhas furadas logo após o nascimento a pedido da família.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@brinehav3n https://t.co/ywAhynOANA

That person is just one of midwits that doesn't actually understand pharmacology and just says "oh there is no meta study saying that water contains hydrogen so this is clearly all pseudosience"

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

Retards have no inference skills.

Pioglitazones effect on Acetyl-CoA carboxylase is the mechanism you should be looking at.

Along with the studies pointing to increased femoral (and possible gluteofemoral) fat.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@sillythegay Yeah actually, singing is really fun and I've always wanted singing lessons, maybe for my birthday/Christmas I'll splurge for some.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

Would it be stupid if I got singing lessons to better sing this song that makes me cry every time I hear it?

I'm genuinely about 80-90% of the way to being perfect at singing it, but I feel like my vocal control could actually be even better if I practiced and had help.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@minegotstolen Woaw, $600 seems kinda insane.

When I was helping my Ex I think it was like $180 for both name and gender marker, plus like $10 for a new 18+ card.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

Why do the tran ever reference their "dead name"

Like, my real name and birth name is Zanda, and I couldn't imagine anyone ever knowing me by or calling me a name that I would associate with an identity that makes me sad / just isn't me.

I'd rather be forgotten than defined.

[unfunny object 🔆 @realAlita]

"My deadname isnt that common"

Literally the coolest person in history:

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

https://t.co/jigL64JNp0?

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@minegotstolen That's really horrible, and I'm sorry you have to deal with that.

Can I ask why you can't get it changed?

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@sillythegay Idk, I've seen people joking about people finding out, and especially around services like PayPal.

But I have also seen a few people just directly reveal it.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@realAlita That makes sense, and actually helps me understand, because I say the most outrageous and inappropriate things about childhood sexual abuse, but thats not something I have any real insecurity about anymore, while being Zanda, and being known as myself is a insecurity.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@realAlita I remember seeing a stand up comedian use his dead name in a joke, and it bewildered me to no end.

I don't even remember the joke, but at the time I was dating a Trans man, and even he was off put by the notion when I asked after the show.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@realAlita Yeah I guessed as much about your tweet and that's why I felt like I needed to say this was actually a question and not anything pointed or an admonition of anyone.

I'm just a bit confused about why so many online even tell people as a punch line to a joke.

[Zanda @ZandaLikePanda]

@realAlita I hope you manage to quickly then! I really couldn't imagine people knowing me as not me.

It sounds really emotionally distressing, though I guess that's also a personal insecurity, I'm not sure how to say it, but I am Zanda, and don't want to be anything other, it's upsetting.