ZeRoyalCavalry

Student by day. Wizard by night. Yes, I'm that mental.

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"Still"

Only Landscape Art for June 2021

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@dikausure Tara KNL

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Hard to feel happy for what you can do when it feels insignificant naman haha

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Mind is slowly being corrupted again. Slowly I will descend into madness again

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Dudeeeeeee, it sucks being a failure because you see how incompetent you are after so many hid the really you when they kept branding you as a great one. Finna kill myself

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Starting to feel like my life is meaningless. Even if I’m in the process of doing other things, I remain irrelevant to the outcome. No fun in the process, no fun in the result, nothing for me

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I’m losing my grip on reality. I can’t handle myself anymore. I really want to rest

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Been a while. Might pass one major, still super far behind

Been crying and breaking down every damn day, putting in maximum effort to the point my body is so abused yet I come out as a failure once again

Kms

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I think I’m done with my life if I have to retake these subjects again

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Bro like actually kill me. I’m fucking losing it

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I can never win. I can never enjoy my shit. I can never be me. Why keep me alive if me dying could just literally give benefits to everyone

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Is my life still worth anything kaya? Napaisip lang bigla

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My peers be talking about so many advance stuff that it’s making me think if Engg is for me or not

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I’m so behind on everything. I’m dumb as shit. I’m incompetent and incapable. I’m the worst yet I’m not allowed to give up

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Tang inaaaaaaa, hirap maging masaya para sa sarili kapag bobo ka living in a smart environment

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Crashout season na. FUCK THESE EXAMS MAN

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Taena, retake na nga pero babagsak pa rin. Bye bye Engineering na ba ito?

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I’m gonna fucking crash out. Why can’t I just learn these fucking topics like a god so I don’t have a problem. I fucking hate myself so much again

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Anxiety is through the roof. Surely I can pass now as a retaker

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The last 6 sems (+3 midyears) have to count. No drop, no fail. All pass.

All the horrible things I've said and done have come back to bite me, now I tryhard.

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If a storm passes, does it take all the rain away? Or does it leave droplets that glisten with beauty and fade away?

A way to think about problems