ZeeArsonist

words. but not mouth words, ever.

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@Morning_Joe Just going to put this here: https://t.co/AT9cUwIQOB

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"I think flowers were the first poems", she said. "And seeds, the first memories", he said with a mouth full of moon.

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Asking for a friend. “How, exactly?” #IDoNotWantThis #nin

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The circle forms only as it comes to close. Remind me to breathe and not keep you trapped in my own lungs. There are so many stars. Show me how to navigate this sky when breadcrumbs are bluegills are all know of home.

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Her name was Ahhna. She had braces. The same stethoscope as me. Blue scrubs. She said, this is when you speak.listen.find peace. I thanked her. And now regret everything I have done since then because I want a do over. Again, again, again.

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Most of the time I spend calculating where I went. Borrow, carry 1. wrong base. Context error. Snatch paper reflex.

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Terminal end dial tone. synapse just echos back. to the beginning to the end. vagal into infinity. do the math.

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Bending narrative like spoons in the matrix. I travel well in my conjecture machine. Stacking cans, saving pennies Just another bankrupt belly up weekend for the shaming.

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nurse call light: click. Yes? "Bring me an ashtray. no two ashtrays, I'm having guests." - things said in 1979 when I was born. not even mad.

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“Who am I? Where am I going?”- Soprano feelings bi proxy.

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Algomotional. Anticipatory trajectory. Barbitual definition. This is all boomerang theory. Echo silence.

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What is it with Fins? Slits of flesh swimming; breathing? How is any of it right? Well, it’s not. It gets much worse. As it seems... or was. It’s awful, trying to translate what oxygen does.

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Stifle. Smother. Smolder with regret. Shirk. Separate, soliloquy . Nothing is routine. Nothing is personal. Nothing is anything, they warned.

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I’ve disassociated with what it means to really know any one. I could pull the plug at any time. Is it your plug or is it mine? Witness/es? Aretha is in wardrobe. The commercials are perforated, Follow the dotted line. Easy.

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I took a test today. It was measuring me. Propensity toward vocabulary, empathy and illumination. Shit changes, other shit doesn’t.

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it wasn't like language was useful following breadcrumbs into your right lung. i waited to be breathed out something different less prone to clutter and platitudes. its just not the same now that you've been plugged into that machine.

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The first smell of fall settles into my clothes, hair, bones. You can’t stay dying forever, but starlight can buy some time.

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Light leans into the house the way a fat cat stretches itself out after sleep. Slow, then suddenly everything is alive. I can show you where the squirrels have climbed the sunflower stalks, harvesting seeds before the goldfinches return. Slow, upside down. The way summer ends.

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“I am trapped inside this body and cannot get out.”

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One time I read this book that explained exactly where I need to make precise changes in order to achieve different results. I always remember that book when I am making the same choices. Makes no difference.