Grief the worst thing I could have had to deal w atp in my life. Now I’m terrified of losing anyone else. I can’t help but think how she & God knew and that’s how I got to see her the day before bc it amazes me how my grandmother was able to call me over and barely could talk.
I’m so proud of me for keeping it moving. Like my grandma passing drug me so bad but I’m finally feeling like I can keep going most days. The hurt is still the same it just hits me randomly. That shit broke my heart man.