I needed a moment to be thankful.
This man that I've chosen to live my life with is so sweet and kind. I can't imagine my life without him. I want to do everything with him just to be around him
Did I also mention that I would be happy to spend the rest of my life with my J and I literally couldn't imagine growing old with anyone else.
But yeah her J is better apparently... Smh fucking cunt
So don't want to be that bitch but I'm gonna be that bitch.
Fucking co-worker likes to make fun of my boyfriend and compares everything to her fiance. Oh J did this super sweet thing last night. "Oh well my J did something EVEN sweeter" look at this picture of my handsome man
Now her J is a complete dick that controls her doesn't like her son and doesn't seem to do anything but be an ass. She's thinking about not going through with the wedding.
Meanwhile my J and I are doing great nearly at the spot where we can start reserving places for that day.
I'm so fed up. Fuck everything. I just want to eat pizza and curl up in my blanket. I'm tired. I'm tired of being yelled at and stressed out 24/7. I legit have no fucking peace. I need some undivided attention and reassurances.
You mean the world to me and I wish you would talk to me but you're just shutting me out which I understand.... I just feel so awkward with you not talking to me and I feel like you're really upset with me. I can't tell your level of upset without you talking to me
I didn't mean to upset you. I'm just really broke right now. I will buy your xbox as soon as it's available. I'm really sorry I said that I might wait. I won't wait I didn't know that it was such an important thing for you. I would get it tonight if I could.
My brain feels like mush. I just wanna smack a stupid head. It's so tempting. She fucking made me loose it for a solid minute. I managed just to chit chat with my friends and get my mind off of that fucking winkley old fat flirt of a bitch.
I'm so stressed out I think I'm heading to my next mental break. I can't handle any more stress. I'm all stressed out thank you feel like I'm gonna explode and throw up at the same time. Maybe just slitting my throat would be fucking easier. Stressed. The fuck. Out.
Him. I would carry him to safety with broken arms. He is my everything and my only. And what do I fucking do I get in a fight with him. What kind of shitty ass person must I be. I wish I could just curl up into a ball and hide. Maybe when I come out I'll be the woman he deserves.
I don't know what to do. The love of my life is sad and I want to make him feel better. I want to with all my heart. I want to show him that he isn't just my boyfriend or my future fiance or just a roommate. I would take a bullet for him. Fuck that I would take anything on for