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Respect boundary on the following,
I do not permit the use of machine learning technology of any form (Ai) to be used with my content as I please. Your decision of such will be lead with an immediate block.
Pride to any.
Proud to be myself.
Especially for being in a Lesbian relationship 💜 even whilst being bi. Much love to trans folk alike, I know the struggles of this age. Stand tall.
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As a trans woman with financial struggles I can’t do much to help. Stay safe.
News I don’t know of.
Old knowledge.
Jesus christ I’m out if touch lately. Is this what happens when I’m growing old? Anyhow apparently there have been other methods as of lately for 3D and optimisation.
My passion is still towards that field, my mind was too focused on the stress I had with system hinder fixing absurd things with my model. Only to realise my knowledge is simply too old. Tech advances so does software.
It’s a focus I should do for my 3D model right now, I been wanting to make it more stylised to fit the Aero theming I’m working towards with my layouts.
I hate it myself, I may be going towards Live2D models.
While I want to continue with 3D as my character.. most sustainable to optimize my performance has been to use VTube Studio. I tested out few games with 3D running. Till I have a better PC this will be it going forward.
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Note to self.. commissions to plan to ask of.
The style may be different. It changes my identity slightly, focusing on 2D but will continue to remind my proper OC is 3D. Don't know how to do this bit just yet.
Sacrifices to be made.
I hate it myself, I may be going towards Live2D models.
While I want to continue with 3D as my character.. most sustainable to optimize my performance has been to use VTube Studio. I tested out few games with 3D running. Till I have a better PC this will be it going forward.
I’m unable to stream, the heat in my country is something my body can’t tolerate well. My mind would be absent, may slip out of the tongue since I know my vocabulary is too inappropriate on any platform.
Self constraint is difficult for me.
Whether it is anime, manga, shows, anything.
The stories told, to unfold is amazing. It shows human nature in any way shape or form. It goes to show just how any story matters.
Your story matters.
You shouldn't have to seek validation from others who are committed to give into negative emotion to you. Nor should one push narrative from said story. Because empathy is greater than anything.
You just have to be heard.
Somewhere you'd be vulnerable to trust someone for as well, as you are beautiful. The golden nature is, you are you, well deserving of respect. The utter nonsense people speak of lacks greater detail.
I hate to say that I may do something similar myself as done so in the past. Often times people will learn when it becomes harsher like this. There been studies, psychological ones especially. I’ve researched as a kid about so many other things and have adapted my mental map of what I claim to be “Caring”.
I dealt with a similar thing yesterday where I do not tolerate cyber bullying. When I see something similar I will stretch myself to “take care of it”, I know it’s bad.. I just can’t sit silent anymore myself. I’m 25 now and frankly it doesn’t even sit well with me for the times I was silent before. Dealing with the negative vibes, literal crimes.
All I do now when one does mention, call out the exact behaviour I so utterly hate myself, to watch. I won’t butt myself in yet do want to converse where one isn’t alone in said note.
I do have difficulties adapting my communication style and layer to someone else’s thanks to my autism connected with my developmental language disorder. So I apologise in advance.
Not gonna lie I’d ban that as well.
Words may hurt even without the intent to, choosing too much pure honesty to that in a stream is too much information correlating to advertising rule you may have.
It is rude. Under appreciating that someone’s authenticity is real. If I wanted to switch myself I’d only say “I’ll get going now, love your streams! Babai~”
I will note that when said streamer knows the one you’re watching and sees you there, means they are obsessed. I will not tolerate anyone giving shit for just saying something else to switch off. That’s something the other streamer has to work on.
I’ve seen the obsession countless of times on tweets from said streamers. Please let people be themselves.
wtf did i just help to create.. i was following the description of what my friend had an idea of for dnd. my hand wanted to draw, to create this life form.
As I was scrolling passing my time for food I see this that I haven’t seen before. Is it just me that gets the feeling there’s a bit of misinformation and no accountability to prior act of removing previous workers on Twitter?
After all, Elon was the cause for changing this function for “his ideas” that only harmed the platform as a whole? More things done over time, harmed the platform.
When will people start to stand up?
It is absurd for how billionaires have acted for years. Likely eras, eons. I don’t even like this one bit.
Kind of late on showing update like this.
People do not realise that VTubing is the core of another person with said characteristics, showing their own authentic selves. It is like an extension of them.
So yes, making such a post asking about crushes sends the wrong message. Especially when they are taken. It’s with any other VTuber as well. They are people.
It is not the same as fictional characters from any anime title.
Preach to you for talking about it.
Is it just me that thinks the other girls look like the characters of Winx Club? Y’know, Stella, Bloom.. I know that I may be old for the show but I love stories regardless of an age rate.
👀 maybe it’s the fact that I ignore tags, flags. Like I watched horror, certain movies that were normally not for kids but my parents still allowed us to watch.
Alert, TLDR;
The recent situations with streaming in general have made me back away to collect. So that I can move on to other ways to add elements. I’ve been quiet for days on what to say.
I apologise for backing down on my word to stream last week. I’ve been inconsistent for a long time, I try to improve to entertain and share my journey. Seeking those who stick by and are real authentic selves. Step by step I will see to it I can stream more and edit videos.
I been meaning to back away from VTube Studio so you could more focus on my gameplay and reactions.
Personally I still need some time to research more on editing software. People have recommended Davinci Resolve for years and I personally distaste it, the Ui is not my thing. It is cluttered. Please do help me out if you can. I’m willing to improve.
Thank you. 💜
RE: StreamElements
To get everyone on the same page, here's a breakdown on what's happening, because rumors always travel further and faster in a vacuum.
Earlier today, there was an initial rumor that StreamElements was laying off all staff and shutting down. I heard this secondhand from a trusted source, but, like any rumor, it was not confirmed; it was merely a starting point. (I personally require at least two independent sources to confirm a story, as individuals can make mistakes or misinterpret the facts, especially if there's a reason that might make it personal.)
Since then, this single source has repeated this story to everyone in his StreamElements Sponsorship Discord (not the official one), and as such, it has been shared as a rumor widely across streamer Twitter. Yes, he does work for StreamElements as a Creator Success Manager. So, he does have credibility. At the same time, I have attempted to get secondary confirmation from anyone at StreamElements - but have been unable to. Every person I have spoken to about this (creators, former SE staff, media people) has the same source... the person mentioned above.
Now that said, let's talk contributing factors:
1. StreamElements continues to be silent on the matter.
2. They have been slow to pay users in recent weeks.
3. They seem to have been removed from Twitch's Third Party sponsorship offers.
4. They have been soliciting donations to keep the service free.
5. They have had numerous layoffs over the last few years, and more have left of their own volition in the last few months.
On the other hand, it's unusual to simply shut down a service with hundreds of thousands of users without first becoming a paid service. Or maybe just shutting down part of the service and focusing wholly on the sponsorship side. Either way, it's unusual.
This entire thing is unusual. And while the rumors may end up being true, I don't feel confident saying that yet. As I said, my standard is at least two independent confirmations - more is better. I always prefer being right to being first.
That said, given the situation as presented, it may still be worthwhile to ensure any SEPay money is requested, and you may want to download your alerts (or move to an alternative, such as Streamlabs. Disclosure: I have a partnership with them - but an easy link to do so is attached below.)
If I learn more before StreamElements addresses it publicly themselves, I will share whatever facts I can confirm.
Thank you so much to everyone now speaking out about Georgie and please continue to do so.
For years she's evaded consequences, playing innocent like she is as we speak and manipulating people into believing her side, including trans people, whilst calling for and engaging in some of the most violent and disgusting hate speech against LGBTQIA+ and BIPOC people that I've seen in a long time.
I want to make it clear that this safety post wasn't my first choice and this has something I've worked on and sat on for months. Behind the scenes I had applied for and went to court for a protection order against her however due to interstate complications and the WA police failing to issue the order I was rejected. It was never a bluff and many friends were witnesses to the entire proceeding. I was genuinely scared for my safety for a long time and haven't been to a con since.
I knew I still had to do something even if I couldn't protect myself. I will never ever sit idly by and stay silent when someone so violently hateful towards minorities continues to threaten violence and put her victims through hell.
This isn't some petty drama. This is someone who can and has harmed people and is a serious threat. No matter how innocent she tries to act 10 years of abuse and violence is finally catching up and there wont be anywhere to hide anymore.
Per individual it’s also different.
Regardless of the neurons pathways of the brain, as your experiences turns into language you know to collectively bring and help.
There are many who uses this as conflict though, to which they bring; “Why are you making this about yourself? Don’t you understand how I feel?”, turning it into an argument.
It’s changed how I show it myself.
To reach further understanding by talking about it, to be silent of my own feelings but give comfort that they aren’t alone. It is difficult for neurodivergent individuals to help one whose too different to them, to let feelings take over.
13th of May.
The time I was born on mother’s day at 3AM and be brought to this time. Now that I’m 25 I hope to live long and stay true to all.
It’s a wild ride for sure.
Tomorrow in the evening I will be streaming to celebrate it among others. In my personal life I got business to take care of early. Can’t even grasp that I’m 25 now.. where did the times go..
It feels wrong but hey at least I’m still alive.
Bless you all. Have a great amazing day. 💜
I honestly forgot the date but I noticed tomorrow will be my birthday.
Since Wednesday was a choice for potential stream I’ll have to stop that.
To be 25 soon kind of hurts a bit to which I don’t understand why. What a timeline.. for the events we been having since 2000s.