CrimeL-罪烙

this acc might not update anymore丨No kpop acc→ @4444zl

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

This acc might not update anymore or maybe still other kpop groups idk.And im pretty sure there will be no more xdz updating. I wont delete all the paints that i drew for xdz,ngl they did give me lot of energy and i can't deny it.But im just disappointed.Thank u and goodbye.

[Loris🐨빈 @LbySno]

五年来所有我看见的真心和爱，我都完全能感受到是真的
不想发在国内的社交平台，就发在没什么人认识我的x好了

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

為什麼一切都這麼突然決絕 為什麼不能再給多點時間……

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Hello Villains, This is Gun-il

I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.

I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision

Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.

There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.

First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.

At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.

The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.

However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.

Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.

But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.

Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.

Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.

Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.

That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.

I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.

There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.

At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.

I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Hello Villains, This is Gun-il

I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.

I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision

Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.

There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.

First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.

At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.

The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.

However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.

Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.

But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.

Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.

Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.

Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.

That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.

I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.

There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.

At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.

I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

好崩潰

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

好失望

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

解釋呢？道歉呢？就一個退團通知然後所有問題都當解決了嗎？？？剩下的人怎麼辦？沒有鼓手的樂隊？？你開玩笑呢？史詩級的爛處理就這樣承認的一切是嗎？真心就是可以隨意踩踏的啊？？

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

[Xdinary Heroes 건일 향후 활동 안내]

안녕하세요, JYP엔터테인먼트입니다.

항상 Xdinary Heroes를 아껴주시고 성원해 주시는 팬 여러분께 깊은 감��의 말씀을 드리며, 멤버 건일의 향후 활동 안내드립니다.

최근 멤버 건일과 관련된 사안에 대해 당사는 상황의 엄중함을 깊이 인지하고 아티스트와 다각도로 충분한 논의를 거쳤습니다. 그 결과, 더 이상 팀 활동을 함께하기 어렵다고 판단하여 상호 합의하에 전속 계약을 해지하기로 하였습니다.

이에 건일은 금일부로 Xdinary Heroes를 탈퇴하고 팀 활동을 마무리하게 되었음을 알려드립니다.

갑작스러운 소식으로 팬 여러분께 심려를 끼쳐드린 점 진심으로 사과드립니다.

향후 Xdinary Heroes는 5인 체제로 활동을 이어갈 예정입니다. 당사는 멤버들이 안정적으로 음악 활동에 전념할 수 있도록 다방면에서 아낌없는 지원을 다하겠습니다.

감사합니다.

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

失望

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

how i feel

[cassie 🧃🧃 @thepinkhour]

"listen to your body" my body wants to die bro

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

WTF

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

예지 🖤

[fuwoguwo @fuwoguwo]

엑스띠로리히어로지

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

Mr. Gaon's mini Guitar🇬🇧

#XdinaryHeroes #엑스디너리히어로즈
#The_New_Xcene
#WE_ARE_ALL_HEROES
#Manchester

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

🐸🐹

[CrimeL-罪烙 @ZlCrime]

🩸 #쮸온

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

곽지석이 올해 건강하게!! 으이? 행복하게!! 으이?
즐겁게!! 지내보자 으이??
#가온 #생축

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

Xdinary Heroes <Beautiful Mind> World Tour in #HONGKONG

The grand finale✨ Villains, you gave us the perfect ending💚
Every moment tonight will stay with us forever🌟

#XdinaryHeroes #엑스디너리히어로즈
#Beautiful_Mind_WorldTour
#Beautiful_Mind
#WE_ARE_ALL_HEROES

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

[ #Xtra_Scenes ]

#HONGKONG Villains, you made the final chapter unforgettable💥
Thank you for closing this journey with love💚

#XdinaryHeroes #엑스디너리히어로즈
#Beautiful_Mind_WorldTour
#Beautiful_Mind
#WE_ARE_ALL_HEROES

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

Xdinary Heroes(엑스디너리 히어로즈)
"FiRE (My Sweet Misery)" M/V

https://t.co/ow0noMjKCF

#XdinaryHeroes #엑스디너리히어로즈
#FiRE #My_Sweet_Misery
#WE_ARE_ALL_HEROES