Viewers, friends...please read if you can...
I have been going through alot of changes in my life, and I have felt very depressed and socially drained for a while now. So many of my recent streams I worry I haven't been entertaining, and part of this is because I haven't enjoyed it much lately. I believe this is because of the constant worrying and pain of background things going on, the stuff I should be blocking out during the stream to have fun with you all. It's been very hard to do this lately.
I worry about alot of things. I feel that, having cancelled so many streams in the past and over time, I have disrespected you in some way, and I feel deeply and truly sorry for that. I want to be able to grow as a Vtuber... to make streaming a bigger part of my life, and reach alot of people to meet and make happy. One of my dreams is to have a plushie. I want to give everyone something to look forward to...
But, do I even deserve that? What am I offering?... I understand people like me. But do you guys still like me? Despite all my failed efforts lately? There comes a point where I am not doing enough to deserve your support.
This December will be my third year as a Vtuber. If you asked me how you think I would feel around this time a year ago, or even when I started, I would tell you how excited I was to play more and more new games, show you guys ones from my past that are dearly loved, and establishing segments on my Just Chatting streams. I would tell you I look forward to collabing with my friends, and also do more activites outside of stream with my community, like Jackbox and Movie Night.
But ask me now? All I am filled with is worry and fear. What if....I stop wanting to do all this? I know you could very easily just say "Then stop.". But you must understand, the feeling of stopping and leaving something behind is much worse for me than not ever knowing what could have been. I also worry people are getting more and more disinterested in my streams...And I understand... I am trying though...
For whatever community I have, I love you guys, and I hope you are still here for it. I am going to try my hardest to heal my mind. I still want to do this... I want to be a Vtuber and I want to do good for all of you. Thanks to everyone who still wants to watch my channel, who still wants to hang out in my server...anything...thank you for your support...because I really need it right now. I just want to make sure I deserve it.
My next stream is scheduled for this Sunday at 7pm EST. I will see you then. Let's have this stream the one that pulls me out of this... I will do my best.
Thank you. I love you.
-Bay
>Me, a non-English-fluent dude, tried voice-acting female characters to get the timing of the animation
>They all sound like old guys now
It sounds horrible. I can't wait to replace these with actual VAs...
🇹🇭 Have you ever heard the official Thai dub of Maruzensky and other Umas?
The anime originally aired in 2021 via True Spark Jump, a paid cable channel in Thailand. Since the series wasn't very popular at the time, only Season 1 and Umayon were dubbed…
The latest NVIDIA App update (version 11.0.9.565) adds an AI agent MCP server, enabled by default, runs locally and lets AI tools interact with the NVIDIA App.
It can:
• Check the current game
• Start/stop recordings
• Take screenshots
• Control Instant Replay and Highlights
• Toggle RTX Dynamic Vibrance
• Show performance stats
• Find and launch games
• Check NVIDIA drivers
• Change game optimization settings
• Adjust Battery Boost and Whisper Mode on laptops
Turn off that shit
Koei Tecmo has confirmed a new body-shape feature for Atelier Caria: The Kingdom of Night and the Guiding Star of Memories.
Caria’s body can change throughout the game, including becoming noticeably more “curvy” as her adventure progresses.
Players will be able to:
-Turn the body-shape changes ON or OFF
-Lock Caria’s body shape to a preferred setting
-Let the changes happen during normal gameplay
Koei Tecmo says the feature will be available as part of the game itself