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I wanna be this much in love.

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about 6 hours ago

She had an entire world inside her that she never introduced to anyone. Most people knew how to talk to her. Some knew how to make her laugh. A few knew the stories of her childhood, the things she liked, the places she had visited, and the people who had once mattered to her. But very few knew what happened inside her when she was alone. There was a whole life there. Thoughts she never said aloud. Conversations she had with herself while looking out of a window. Memories that returned because of a particular smell, a familiar song, or the colour of the evening sky. Dreams she had never mentioned because she wasn't sure whether she still believed in them. There were versions of herself she visited in her imagination. The woman she might have become if she had made a different decision. The places she sometimes wished she could disappear into. The conversations she wished she had handled differently. The things she wanted but had never quite learned how to ask for. And sometimes, she would spend an entire evening inside that private world without anyone around her noticing that she had gone somewhere. She wasn't necessarily unhappy. She could be perfectly comfortable with people. She could laugh loudly, participate in conversations, make spontaneous plans, and enjoy the ordinary pleasures of life. But there was a part of her that remained elsewhere. Not distant. Just private. I think people often misunderstand women like her. They see someone who is difficult to read and assume she has nothing particularly complicated going on. They see someone who doesn't reveal much and assume there isn't much to discover. They mistake her ability to function normally for an absence of emotional depth. But perhaps they have simply never asked the right questions. Perhaps they have never been curious about the things that don't immediately make sense. What does she think about when she cannot sleep? What kind of beauty makes her stop walking? What does she secretly romanticize? What are the little things that make her feel unexpectedly alive? What does she imagine when she listens to a song she loves? What kind of person does she become in her own thoughts, when nobody is watching her expression or waiting for her response? I sometimes wonder whether she has ever tried to introduce anyone to that world. Perhaps she once did. Perhaps she shared a thought that meant something to her, only to watch someone dismiss it as unimportant. Perhaps she revealed a dream and received practical advice when all she wanted was someone to understand why it mattered. Perhaps she allowed someone close enough to see a vulnerable part of her, only to discover that not everyone knows how to handle what they are trusted with. And gradually, she learned to keep certain doors closed. Not out of bitterness. Not because she had stopped wanting connection. But because she had discovered that being able to tell someone something and feeling understood by them are two very different experiences. So she became selective. She could tell you what happened. But not necessarily what it meant to her. She could tell you that a song was beautiful. But perhaps not that it reminded her of a particular evening she had never stopped carrying. She could talk about love without telling you what she secretly hoped it would feel like. She could sit beside someone for hours and still leave the most important parts of herself untouched. And perhaps that is what makes her so interesting to me. Not the mystery she deliberately creates. But the private universe she has built simply by being alive. A universe made of forgotten conversations, impossible possibilities, quiet desires, old wounds, strange curiosities, and feelings that don't always have names. I wouldn't want to enter that world simply because I was fascinated by it. I would want to understand what makes her comfortable enough to open a door. What makes her forget to edit herself. What makes her share a thought before deciding whether it sounds sensible. What makes her laugh at something she would never explain to anyone else. I would want to know the things she finds beautiful that other people barely notice. The subjects she could talk about for hours. The memories she protects. The little contradictions she has never bothered resolving. And perhaps, occasionally, I would want her to tell me something completely unexpected. Something that makes me realize I had only been acquainted with the surface of her imagination. Because I don't think knowing someone means collecting enough information about them. It means gradually discovering how they experience the world. What they notice. What they overlook. What moves them. What frightens them. What they find beautiful when nobody is there to agree. And I suspect that some people spend their entire lives being known in pieces without ever feeling that someone has truly visited the world inside them. She might never introduce everyone to that world. She doesn't have to. Some rooms should remain private. Some thoughts don't need an audience. Some parts of a person are beautiful precisely because they belong to that person alone. But I hope she eventually meets someone who is genuinely curious. Someone who doesn't merely ask questions to keep a conversation going. Someone who listens closely enough to notice when her eyes change while talking about something she loves. Someone who remembers the unusual details. Someone who doesn't rush to explain her to herself. Someone who understands that being invited into another person's inner world is not an opportunity to take possession of it. It is an opportunity to witness it. And perhaps, one evening, she will be talking about something that seems entirely ordinary. A childhood memory. A strange dream. A place she wants to visit. An idea that has been following her for years. And somewhere in the middle of telling the story, she will forget to be careful. She will stop choosing her words. She will become animated. She will reveal a little more than she intended. And for a moment, the entire world inside her will appear in her expression. I think I would remember that moment. Not because she had finally revealed a secret. But because she had briefly forgotten that she was revealing anything at all. She was simply being herself. And perhaps that is the closest one human being can ever come to another. Not discovering everything about them. But becoming someone around whom they no longer feel the need to hide the beautiful, unfinished world they carry within.