rottenapple

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁‧ ┆she/her ┆17y.o 164cm cw45.1 bmi16.8
eng/中国/ita

[rottenapple @Zxin3_3]

@Kawaii_Angel200 italiana??(˶˃𐃷˂˶)

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but i dont wanna bured them w my problems

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i want sm to talk to

[rottenapple @Zxin3_3]

i want sm to talk to

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la mia relazione con il cibo è peggiore che mai

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i thi k last time a shat was 5 days a go?

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i keep telling me to higher my intake so i can shit but i alwas and up purging

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ppl started noticibg my wl and all i think when im w them is do they think i have and ed ?? should i stop? i look sick? im not pretty anymore? do i need to lose more be the prettier? or will i just end up looking sick

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i feal so sick but at the same time happy.. is my life just a number?

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liquid calories dont count right.

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i wont track my liquid calorie of the day for my mental health.

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the fact is that i want to get better but i cant. i keep purging evry time i feal unconfortable or im forced to eat

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i told one of my irl friend about my ed thinking she would understand eventho she doesn't have and ed.. guess what she tells me evry time. did u eat?🫩 u want me to off my self don't you

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today i even wanted to eat pice even tho is 235c but my dad sturted dunking 2kg of oil... so no eating to day either

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i trully wanna get better but at the same time i wanna get even worse

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@palelolipop never left🤞

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@palelolipop I REMEBER THIS UNDER ONE OF UR POST AND IS JUST ????

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@palelolipop AHHH i saw ur the cuttest(˶ > ₃ < ˶)♡

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anyone wanna moot me on ig👀

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are we loked in😳