Why am I talking about this? Bc it feels weird. I'm getting a whiff of nostalgia. How different things would've been it I made different decisions back then? I have so many regrets and things I struggle to tame and lock at the back of my mind.
Not just that, when Ariana released Eternal Sunshine I basically dedicated most songs to him. AND GUESS FUCKING WHAT they're playing the whole album right fucking now. You gotta be fucking kidding me :D
im against sex work not in a “sex workers are sluts and degenerates” way but in a “we should live in a society in which exploiting our bodies is not necessary for survival” type of way
All the feelings I worked so hard to protect myself from are now gushing back like a great wave drowning me again. I am not cut out for this thing called existence.