when my eyes opened , i stopped mistaking โHistoryโ for loyalty, i stopped confusing proximity with purpose, i stopped calling everybody โfriendโ just because they were familiar, familiar donโt mean faithful , โcloseโ donโt mean connected, โaround youโ donโt mean for you . ๐ฏ
i always say i'm okay,
but to be honest i'm exhausted,
i am mentally tired of everything,
i don't know what's wrong with me,
i don't even understand myself at times.