I miss playing genshin with him. He’s missed soo many updates and I miss playing w/ him 24/7💔 I also miss the matching pfps and bios. And I miss his cute smile and laugh. And I hate how I go from loving him to hating him because I’m just so lost. Just come back and stay
@_paratise_ But I’d do anything to see you alive and happy. And I’d do anything to make sure you’re remembered no matter what if there ever did become a day where you ended it.3/3
@_paratise_ impact on so many peoples lives. You’re one of the best people in my lives and if you died I don’t know what I’d do. I’d sell my own soul if it meant seeing you live a happy life. But I know words of comfort don’t always do shit to prove just how much you’re cared for. 2/3
@_paratise_ I still mourn people from 8 years ago. Even if they didn’t die. And I know damn well I’d mourn you till I myself die. I’d visit your grave every chance I’d get. Even if I’m old and can’t walk anymore. I cry at the thought of you ever dying. You genuinely have such an amazing 1/?
@cure_my_sorrow Honestly I think when he comes back (hopefully) I might ask him to pass along a message to his mom. I think it’s because she thinks I’m an old man or whatever💔 so I just wanna prove my case 🥹
I miss my boyfriend sm. I hate abuse so much. If only his abusive mom didn’t fucking take him away from me. Our 2 years is 5 days away and I can’t even see or talk to him.
No one talks about the absolute joy some people get after a depressive episode/spike. Like bro I’m so fucking happy rn. What could I possibly be joyous over
@cure_my_sorrow I just wanna clarify whatever I post on here isn’t about you. I know I talked about everyone leaving me, but that was about my partnersituationship or whatever it is💔 I just wanted to clarify that so you don’t think I’m posting about you. 🥹 it’s always about someone else
I hate when people expect me to be all jolly all the time. Like guys I’m depressed did we forget that. God forbid a mentally ill person shows signs of their mental illness💔 just because I’m jolly for like a few minutes/hours/days doesn’t mean I’m cured 😭