Idk I’m at my internship and I finished my work for a bit and they saidthat I could relax for 30 min so I drew some sketches(HOW TF PEOPLE DRAW WITH ONLY A PEN????)
#heartheart
Idk I’m at my internship and I finished my work for a bit and they saidthat I could relax for 30 min so I drew some sketches(HOW TF PEOPLE DRAW WITH ONLY A PEN????)
#heartheart
I’ll finish this drawing, if the desire to draw ever comes back to me... well, for the moment, I’m not doing well mentally; I just want to quite simply exist.
Also I think I’ll stop venting here on this account I want this account to be HAPPY AND HAPPY (idk something more than happy? Not sad?) I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL MY FRIENDS :neurohug:
so I’ll vent on my Osu account: @No_Aisanaide
Is it bad that when someone asked me when was my birthday I said “wait I forgot” and checked my ID?
(Oh my father thinks I’m 13/14 not 16/17 but I’ll always admire him, he’s my hero and my mother… she loves my school progress and not me? I mean she always said that I’m useless)
@NathanaelD2000 The last time that happend was quite recent Oct26 and I have this heart problem since I was born ("fun fact" I almost died when I was borned bcs my heart wasn't pounding). And when I was a kid this was happening more often than now.
I fucking hate my heart. ever since I was a kid, sometimes it just stops, I get dizzy, and my chest starts hurting. I hate myself, I hate everything about me. I can’t even have a normal fucking heart. why can’t there be just one thing about me that works the way it’s supposed to?