it's a different type of pain when you're sitting in your room at night time and suddenly you get hit by a wave of sadness while all you can do is suffer in silence.
Kayo din ba? Do you immediately go silent when something upsets you? I mean, it's a coping mechanism I’ve developed over time. Instead of expressing my anger or frustration, I simply withdraw and try to process my emotions in private. I prefer handling my problems on my own.