suffering breakdown is not a joke. imagine crying for unknown reasons, blankly staring somewhere, and not having the energy to continue doing what you are supposed to do.
Before befriending me, you must keep in mind that I'm an absent friend. I'll be there for you when you need me, however, I'll not be engaging in conversations with you regularly; I tend to limit interactions with people, even my loved ones, due to a lack of energy to socialize