You know what’s so crazy to me… like really fcks with me… I’ve fallen out with friends, like bitches that I loved and woulda given the shirt off of my back… && I dead ass never did anything to these people. I asked my old friend one day when we were getting into it “what did I ever do to you?” Of course she couldn’t give me an answer. Nobody can ever give me an answer when I ask this question. Then when I see old pics in my phone of us, it hits harder cause I can think back to that day and how much fun we had. Then all I can think is, bitches are performative and never fckn liked me for real.
I’m so talked out, im not addressing anything anymore. The answers you want are always in people’s actions. I no longer want an explanation as to why people chose to be weird when it comes to me. Your actions were enough for me to realize you’re not who I THOUGHT you were