𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞

Dottore haters DNI || Phanes defenders DNI
Minors please leave me alone || 23 yo, polish, literature & language major

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@uzuiownsmyass When I saw those messages, my heart broke for that person. Then I saw the comments. Then I saw all of this app. People from all over internet screaming that we are demons, attention seeking whores, monsters, only because someone in extreme pain posted their cry for help in x void

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@uzuiownsmyass You have based opinions on genshin and you have based opinions on this too. God I wish I haven't taken my part in that shitty discourse, people been wishing me death for hours

[CactusKate @cactuskater]

this isn't "manipulation". this is a desperate response to extreme, unbearable pain. yall don't know anything about bpd. when i used to have episodes it was quite literally like being an animal caught in a trap. i would've chewed my own leg off to escape the pain.

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@girlmorgue_ I got so much death threats from people screaming about manipulation and being evil that's astonishing XD

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@Cushionfinish21 If he's yelling into an empty group chat, how can he possibly hurt and manipulate people? That should only confirm my words. They were in so extreme pain, yet they still screamed into the void to not hurt those people that should be there to help

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

The more I read those messages the more I cannot help but wonder how you all can call this evil. That's the most soul wretching begging for help I've seen. Can you not imagine yourself in this situation? Can you not feel the suffering, all the pain and desperation?

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@GiveMeEggplants Have you ever felt this way? I did and it was truly the most torturous feeling I ever had, it was physical pain, I got a fever 39°C, was shaking and almost passed out, all because of the overwhelming mental pain I felt

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

People with bpd don't read the comments under this post, it's a free ticket to a suicidal spiral. Yeah the society hates us

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@Majicite I've been spiraling because of all those comments. It helps to find someone that understands the suffering and desperation

[7283卡 @QiRbosan]

#cookierunkingdom
#dottore
#shadowmilkcookie

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@ynittyyneett Forgive me my lack of education, truly please help me understand, how being in an unimaginable pain and begging for help in desperation is manipulative

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@PapaSnog @Frnkmustdi3 And you are right, it's a crash out. Devoid of reason crash out. The suffering is unbearable so it makes you beg, plead to whoever you can, there's no consciousness. It's a truly horrific, most agonizing state. It's a mental and physical pain

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@PapaSnog @Frnkmustdi3 But you gotta understand the state they are in. Normal person would not crash like that from being ignored, we all get that. But someone in that state is literally suffering from unimaginable pain, psychosis, mania and madness. It makes you scream in convulsions +

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

@chuc123123 You are right but you are wrong. Yeah in this exact case you see state of mania. Psychosis. Absolutely illogical burst of suffering that there's no way of controlling, it's overwhelming madness, there's no reason, no rationality. In a state like this there's no good nor evil

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

You can be in. I can only imagine how a person who sends messages like that would feel. There's no reason behind it, no conscious calculated decisions, only sick brain screaming in every way possible to end it's suffering. If you haven't experienced it, it's hard to understand

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

You guys (in my comments) gotta understand that in a psychotic, desperate spiral there's barely any concussions manipulation. If you get to the point of sending messages like that, you literally shake from suffering, vomit and get fever. It's the most psychotic state +

[the bobik @missbobik]

i miss dottores old design huh

[Daily Boattore 💉 @dailyboattore]

come play our game, we DON'T know how to write good conflicts, our political writing is utter bullshit, we solve everything with tea parties in every version and we blame everything on a certain character except giving credit for his creations

[𝕭𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖉🔞 @_Bangstard_]

I swear Dottore was simply to inteligent and brilliant for this game, they had to get rid of him, no one truly understand the shit he said

[ry 🍉 (girl help college wants me dead and buried) @DrawsRy]

Speak your truth Dottore