ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ

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[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

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“𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬,

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧’𝐭.

𝐘𝐞𝐭, 𝐈’𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞.”

𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚠

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

@RespiteOfLife They’ll probably end up confused and mad someone witness their ‘sleep’

Is that even sleep..?

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

@RespiteOfLife “You never came off as somebody to.. enjoy such a thing.”

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“You keep forgetting my nature..

Very well, I shall attempt to feel something.

As far as my abilities go..”

Hand reaching out-

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

you could say that . despite my inability to feel .

. . .

would you like to touch me ? in that way the mortals enjoy so much , when something is soft , and fluffy .

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“I prefer to believe you have the same feeling..

If you do, please treat my curiosity.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

im glad my presence gives such a feeling for you .

i cant say many find comfort in death . as an entity . near them .

i apologize for how unobtainable i am many a time ... i am , afterall .... death .

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“Very well then, at times I truly search for you along with my usual activities.

It’s a pleasure to see you each time.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

i do not imagine it to be intense . you're not quite one who is . . intense .

but a search is still a search . no matter what it may be considered

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“If you’d like to consider it this way.

It is usually less intense than you may imagine.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

this means you often search for me ?

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“If only I was that fortunate.

Finding you proves difficult.. most times.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

how sweet .

you may hear me anytime you wish .

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ 𝕷𝗘𝗕𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗖. @__PALELADY]

LEBLANC, OF THE 𝕭͟L͟A͟C͟K͟ ͟𝕽͟O͟S͟E͟.͟
——————- &&. ) trapped in the
everlasting cycle of 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐋𝐘 LIES.

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“I will not complain about hearing you, that’s.. a much appreciated occurrence.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

i feel it was made to be broken . as all good things do not last you know

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“Well.. silence is far better than unstopping noise.

You already broke it though.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

its a quiet night .

that is rather surprising .

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

@DarkestMidnight “…”

“Looking” closely-

Can’t be their doing, they hope it isn’t..

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

@RespiteOfLife They’re behind her-

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

-your story for as long as I exist.”

There’s still a hand on her head-

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

They seemed to fall silent for a good while, processing the story, trying their best to remember it

Looking at lamb, a heavy hand now placed on other’s head

Nothing special, just- this weird gesture

“I see, I believe I understand..

Worry not, I will try my best to remeber-

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

but one thing is for sure ... one day , you will meet him . or .... part of him .

........... its not the happiest of tales . but its the oldest story i can recall .

The Tale of the Gray Man .

.... it differs ... between who tells you of course ... if anyone remembers anymore

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“I appreciate those words, but beauty was never put inside me. I am simply given what I must do, therefore I attempt to excel at it.

You are much more free than you imagine, I.. adore that in you.

May I ask.. who is he? Is there somebody else here I cannot see?”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

but to the concept that you play it . that is the art of it ....... your decision , dedication and willingness to engage in such things .

the beauty . is within you .

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“I am much unable to pursue most, but I have finally remembered the art of violin.

It is.. awkward, not anything close to what it used to play.

I am growing afraid it had changed with me..”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

noted .

.....

( ear flick- the slight tilt of the head )

interesting ... thats nice , what sort of art in particular ...?

i was never one to interest myself in art beyond viewing ... though i always have enjoyed the concept of , 'painting' .... what a beautiful concept

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“I.. did enjoy your.. ‘babble’.

However, I have been attempting a return to fine arts, ones I have long lost after my vision was hindered.

It is.. problematic and slow, but I enjoy the thought I am getting closer to the imagine my master imagined for one.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

enough of my ethereal babble .... i can talk philosophies about the world and the forces beyond later

what have you been up to as of late ..... ?

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“… The fact you’ve learned to pretend already means it was something put inside you.

As far as fate goes, we can hardly choose what lies ahead of us, therefore I must assume this is how things should be.

Perhaps, it’s more than pretending.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

is a lot better than a wordless being , uncaring for cries and fear .

.

.

.

i do not like the old me . or what was once before me .... the oldest truest form of me . what once was . is something i wish i could forget . but alas .

i never forget a face . not even his .

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“I understand, it is a good thing you have found a refuge for your mind.

I must admit, seeing you without the pretending is as good as with it.

If that makes sense in such manner.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

by some form of similarity ... no matter how ficticious it may be

[ᴅɪꜱᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ @_Blood_nature]

“To my misfortune, yes, quite much.

It’s not something to take pride in, but it is also not something I will be ashamed of.

You, however, seem much better at it than I ever managed.”

[𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐦𝐛 @RespiteOfLife]

pretending . however .... is quite fun .

have you ever pretended ?