I don't know who needs to see this, but Isaiah 60:22 says, "When the time is right, I, the Lord, will make it happen." So relax. You're not behind, you're not forgotten, and you're not late. God's timing is still working in your favor.
When you cry during worship for no logical reason, that is not emotion. That is encounter. Your spirit is responding to the presence of God in a way your mind cannot process. Those tears are the most meaningful and honest prayer you will ever pray.