Green Yuri of Shedtwt

Mentally unwell queer (duh who isn't?)
shedding on my twt until I get institutionalized (I've actually been like really inactive and it hides my sh posts)

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

@lleatyourh6623 That actually looks muscular tho like actually

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

@silly_miomao Hihi!!

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

Can't sleep so I made udon which is like the only thing my ass can cook 😔 Very yummy tho and is probably hitting at most 400 calories making today roughly 1100 calories

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

@SHARKIEREXIC Alas I gone and did a mental illness 😔😔

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

@feeisgoingcrazy For the therapist? Also I'm having a intake with a new therapist tomorrow which should be interesting given the events of today (today kicked my ass bad)

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

@feeisgoingcrazy If body is tea then call me British (sorry had to lmao)

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

Why am I not seeing my post here on my posts when I got to my account?

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

Cut myself I'm totally hunky-dory now nothing's wrong at all nuh uh nope nohow :) :) (gang I'm not fucking okay) I'll add pictures in the 🧵 of this! ✨ (hopefully it shows because twt loves hiding my posts if I try posting sh)

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

Oh right no one gives a fuck

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

No I've used to get these with ease in a single go what the hell has happened to me

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

We're kinda getting somewhere

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

I'm honestly sick of any time I have cut lately being out of practice small crap I want to do something bigger but I'm goddamn scared to do so ugh I'm so goddamn lame. I've done kinda big stuff before albeit not much and I'm unfamiliar with safety razors as a sharpener main

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

I'm such a loser

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

Do you ever find after not cutting for a while and even though the feel like shit your fucking ANTSY ABOUT CUTTING LIKE OH MY GOD IM DSMN PATHETIC I SHOULD JUST DO IT FUCKFFUCKFUCKFUCK MY STUOID WORTHLESS LIFE WHAT CSN I NOT EVEN CUT ANYMORE?

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

I've already done this before it shouldn't be hard what the actual fuck god fuck I'm so worthless oh my fucking god I swear if I just have some tiny nothing cut because I'm no longer used to it and I got an unfamiliar blade fuck fuck FUXKFUCKFUCKFUCJFYCJ

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

Oh my fucking god what am I, a damn coward? Haven't been cutting lately and I'm fucking scared to how pathetic I'm supposed to cut myself I'm supposed to bleed I want to I want to I deserve to oh my fucking god how pathetic am I what right do I have to be afraid

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

Fuck fuck fuck I'm so fucking stupid I'm not supposed to care I know this it only makes it hurt in not supposed to care about anyone I'm not I'm not I shouldn't ever care about anyone again so when things fall apart it doesn't hurt but my fucking stupid ass went and cared fuck

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

@lazylambzz Magnificent cat pose

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

@lazylambzz @dolliecookie I'm not good at telling genres so I can't tell you exactly what they are, but you should check out a band mentioned in green Yuri, Tigercub. Some songs I like are It Hurts When You're Around, You're My Dopamine, As Blue As Indigo, and Stop Beating On My Heart (Like a Bass Drum)

[Green Yuri of Shedtwt @_Disorderlyn_]

@lazylambzz @dolliecookie I am liking life like weeds