@RubAndRide hate to say it, as much as people have genuinely given me joy with their kindness, I can't think of anything at all that someone has done in times I was suicidal that would've changed my mind. Because no human has the ability to take that pain away. please don't blame yourself<3
@RubAndRide abandon him, because I couldn't explain to him why. To those closest to me, I could try to explain to them the every day agony I faced and hope they'd understand that it was just far too painful to live, with no hope for a life worth living. I've been lucky. But as much as I-