it's complicated

making life difficult

[it's complicated @_Dsays]

made this account without caring if anyone would even follow me -- don't waste your time btw -- i just needed an outlet for all my troubled thoughts and feelings so i won't get crazy - that is if i'm not "yet" crazyy

[it's complicated @_Dsays]

of all the people in this whole wide world, why did i ever fall for a married man. why why why

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i know in my heart how much i need to choose what is right. but. i. can't. let. him. go. i want him so bad yet i can never have him

[it's complicated @_Dsays]

oh did i forget to tell you that what makes me happy is totally wrong and what makes all the other people happy is totally right?

[it's complicated @_Dsays]

if you were to choose between what makes you happy and what makes all the other people happy, what would you choose?

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so yep, my life's complicated. i don't even know how i got here. last time i remember i was happy and contented until i wasn't