i think i'm gonna leave twitter or take some sort of break at least because im so fed up. everytime i try to make a friend, i make five enemies. and every time i try to reconcile with those enemies, they reject me and tell everyone about me, leading to even more enemies.
i'm tired of trying to love the people who hate me. i don't do it because im naive or unaware. i do it because i long for the day they love me back. i hate my life. i hate who i am. i'm pathetic. i'm sensitive. im a waste of life. i'm an unhealthy, mentally disturbed, egotistical, careless, destructive waste of everybody's time.
if you are reading this, you know who you are. you are the people who block me, the people who slander me, the people who lie about me, the people who reject me, the people who belittle me, the people who anger me.
every time i try to make amends, you reject me. every time i try to message you, you ignore. every time i try to clear my name, you throw more shit on it. every time i try to be the best person i can, you screw me over. i don't care marupan. i don't care yori. i don't care lynn. i don't care winkmouse. i don't care zorie. i am done trying to be the peacemaker i so very much want to be. i made a mess, but you won't let me clean it up. you all hate me, spread lies about me, make more people hate me, slander me and misunderstand every word that comes out of my mouth.
i tried my best to be friends with you, and deep down i still want to be. but if you don't have the decency to at least try and cooperate with me at least once, then my desire for friendship will never be fulfilled. i still think you're cool. but you have bent me way too out of shape for me to be the less shitty person i was in comparison to who i am now. i am a terrible human being. and i'm trying to change that. but if you don't climb down out of my ass and stop spreading shit about me then don't be surprised when i don't change the piece of shit that i am.
you're not the only thing that troubles me. i smoke, i harm myself and i hate myself more than any of you ever could. i try to love everybody, but they make it so hard for me. i only want to give love to the people i think deserve it, but i cant.
“You never saw me naked, you wouldn't even touch me
Except if you were wasted
But you were trying your best, and that's the thing I tell the others
I was your robot companion, you were my favourite colour”
Youre my boy but I respectfully disagree… everybody needs to watch this because it could have been you, it could have been me, it could have been any one of us exercising the first amendment
You all need to know what our enemies want. They want this for all of us, they want children growing up with dead fathers and raped mothers
All the snark and word games, moral posturing and linguistic faggotry, this is what lies behind it—-bloodlust
Culture is genetic because behavior is genetic.
This beaver never saw a dam in its life. No beavers or anything else ever taught it to build a dam. It wants to build a dam because it is a beaver.
Many beavers together build a big dam. That is beaver culture.
Humans are not different. Nothing is different. This is what life is. This is how life works. Your body is your mind. A caterpillar wants to build a chrysalis. A bee wants to build a hive. A lion wants to build a pride. You are not special. You are not above your nature. you are INSIDE of it.
The thoughts that we think are genetic thoughts. The crimes we commit are genetic crimes. The art we create is genetic art.
Just like this beaver, you can give the animal different sticks and it will build a different dam, but it will always build a dam. And you can give humans different "education," but the human will always use it to do what its genes tell it to do.
This is the first big answer that you need. This is the biggest piece of the puzzle. This is how to understand people 90% of the way. You just... notice what they do, and get out of the way, and watch them do it. And if they need sticks, you give them sticks.
And if you don't like what they do, you have to get away from them. You cannot train dam-building into them or out of them any more than you can with a beaver.
A beaver wants to build a dam because it is a beaver. Whatever you see people build, that's what they wanted to build from the sticks they got in the river they were in.
Stop pretending you can change it.
@Roblox_RTC The reason Roblox is trying so hard to hold onto sexual content is because they know it attracts a lot of users
Any reasonable person would see a kid-centric platform with sexual mini-games/content and just simply remove it
They're not stupid, they're malicious
@Watchman_motto Orcs detest the sound of birds chirping, of water flowing, of the wind through the trees. They care only for the clang of cymbals, the boom of drums, and the foul cacophonous speech of Mordor.
@59Retard@TheUnaButters@Steal_your_shit Dang, I just looked it up and they did change it. Which is odd because I was playing the game last night and it’s still the girl.
"energy drinks are bad for you"
oh yeah? why does it make my headache go away? why does the shaking stop after I've had 3 of them?
seems like a cure to me.