My heart is heavy today as I found out one of my favorite Porn Stars “Artist” died over 2 months ago. He was a staple with Dawgpound and Papithugz and did some clips with Machofucker. He was sexy, naturally masculine and could take some dick. True power bottom. He was only 38 😥
I just find it weird how the universe works... The complete opposite of what I asked for is being given.
But honestly, I still wanna be single and celibate. Crush achievements will happen next year😅✌🏾
The weirdest thing about my plans for 2019 is that I specifically refused to entertain any idea of any romantic relationship or even the notion of having feelings for anyone. I wanted to be celibate...
Low and behold, an old crush corners me and asks me out on NYE😩