my bf looks and touches me even though he doesn't notice that I noticed. He'd say that not the case but I've gained and lost the same 10lbs since our relations (2yrs) and he's more touch and lovey-dovey when I weighed less 🫠 time to fix it and see if that solves it for me
I weighed myself for the first time in like 2 months. My clothes haven't been fitting right so I knew I gained.. why does 3.2lbs make such a difference?!? Ugh 💢 I wanna cry 😭 the number isn't much difference but the looks on my body is and ik it affects how
@Toribabieegirl No I don't. I have them stored on a hard drive in a folder I skip over. At one point they were important and meant something to me so that means something to me. And photos have always been "my thing". Pictures don't change even when the people inside of them did 💔 😢
"I wanted something to snack on and you ate it all"
I know he's joking cause I only ate half of it but that sentence was kinda like a gut punch to my heart. Cause yesterday it was "I haven't seen you eat that much before." He's not wrong
On a more positive note today is day 16 of walking 2 deliberate miles every day. reinstated my daily walks March 2nd. Those walks make me feel slightly better about myself. Makes me question why I even stopped in the first place; was I lazy or just got complacent? both 🤷🏼♀️ 🤦🏼♀️
First time back to plasma donation after not being able to donate for basically two months. Happy to be back the forced break had the side effects but harder. So tired now ugh. Still gotta cook pizza for the family and walk the dog (yay steps though)
Day 3 of walking every morning. I want to keep this up because I know from past experience that walking helps me feel better. I'll also be taking a night walk with my boyfriend tonight so I'll get even more steps and burn calories 😁 twofer cause I love the time I spend with him
friendly reminder:
you can start anytime.
you can brush your teeth in the middle of the day. you can wash the dishes at 2am. you can do things outside the normal times assigned by society.
My aunt gave me a bag of clothes. Planned an outfit. Tried on the jeans only to realize they didn't fit 😭 knowing damn well a month ago they had a high chance of fitting. Now I have another goal, fit into that pair of jeans and then try on one-shoulder pant suit in the bag.
I've been maintaining my weight below 160lbs but it's been fluctuating which I can expect especially being on my period. I'm proud that I've been maintaining that low for so long 😌 (the goal is/was 165lbs) and I'm below it which is fantastic
We choose our family ❤️
There is a blood family then there is found family. It took years but,you know what, I can say I finally found my family. I wasn't born into this one but their mine and I love them 💕 🥰