Well I constructed my life upon being a person who truly wanted to pursue philosophy, not just as a subject but to experience it in my life & today I am in a phase where I am abandoning philosophy, I don't know the path ahead , but it's fine !
Fist
At the very end , what I believe is that it's all probability, you can now relax , you can put the burden of being in control aside , just sit back and enjoy the unfolding of life while you do the things in front of you ! It's been 24 years, but it's ok
This sentence by Van Gogh hits hard:
“If I am worth anything later, I am worth something now. For wheat is wheat, even if people think it is a grass in the beginning.”
At the beginning of the day, the Stoic says: People are going to be...
...rude
...dumb
...jealous
...dishonest
...petty
BUT..."nobody can implicate me in their ugliness."
L-11
After 24 years of watching outcomes ignore my predictions, I’m retiring from worrying about results. I’ll show up, do my part, and let life write the ending — it’s clearly better at surprises than I am.
Let the chips fall as they may !